HELLO! :)

2007-05-31T17:14:00.000-07:00

I HEREBY BID GOODBYE TO THIS 3 YEAR OLD BLOG.

http://casualsequence.livejournal.com/

cya there!

2007-05-30T01:17:00.000-07:00

yes. i'm bored.

Do You Really Know Your Top 4 friends?
1. Amanda
2. Ignatius
3. Kylie
4. :D:D:D

PUT AN X IN THE CORRECT ONE!

Who is Blood related to you?
[ ] friend 1
[ ] friend 2
[ ] friend 3
[ ]friend 4
[x] none
[ ] not sure

WHOS HOUSE HAVE YOU BEEN TO
[x] friend1
[x] friend2
[x] friend3
[ ] friend4
[ ] none

Who have you known the longest?
Friend 3.

Who have you known the shortest?
Friend 4?

- - >>FRIEND NUMBER ONE< <- - 1. When is the last time you talked tohim/her? just few days back 3. Would you do anything for him/her? definitely 4. Do you talk to him/her every day? nope 5. How long have you known each otheR? 2 to 3 years plus -->>FRIEND NUMBER TWO< <-- 1. Do he/she live close to you? kinda 2. Do you trust he/she with anything? yeap 3. Do you know his/her parents? kinda 4. Do You Talk Everyday? perhaps FRIEND NUMBER THREE - - 1. How did you meet this person? same school 2. Where does this person live? near hougang green 3. Do you know his/her last name? yea 4. When was the last time you talkedto her/him? just few hours ago. :) 5. Do you enjoy spending time with himor her? hahahahha. YES! 6. Do you talk to them everyday? almost ------FRIEND NUMBER 4-------- 1. When was the last time you saw thisperson? SUNDAY :D 2. Do you know their parents? no. not at all 3. Is this person taller than you? yea 4. How long have you known each other? hmmm. we dont know each other yet? we dont even talk. hahaha
5. Do you talk to this person everyday?
-.- refer to NO.4

for todayyyyyy

buffet dinner at orchard hotel was...... not really good. the food was sooo-sooo && extremely limited. so i just ate a little and yea. couldnt be bothered to go get more food. hahaha. the brownies were nice though :)

then headed down with sister to cathy's B&J to watch SHOT perform. GREAT ;D

its alr the june holidays but it doesnt feel anything like the normal june holidays i used to have. but well. in the end it's all worth it ;)

and here's my BUSYYYYY june holidays schedule
JUNE;

1 - Prelims oral English.
2 - carwash fundraising!
3 - carwash fundraising!
4 - chem extra lessons
7 - chem extra lessons & confirmation camp
8 - number patterns work shop & confirmation camp
12 - nativity youth camp '07 (NYC'07)
13 - NYC'07
14 - NYC'07
18 - math extra lessons
19 - math extra lessons
20 - math & geog extra lessons
21 - math & geog extra lessons
22 - geog extra lessons

okay, so this kinda rounds up my whole june holidays. extra lessons & more extra lessons. especially the LAST week. :D and yes i've counted the days i've nothing on annnnddddd.... i've only like about 10 or less days which means nothing on at all. that is, including weekends how pathetic is O level life. i dread this EXCEPPPPPTTT those in BOLD though. oh well in the end. it's STILLL worth it. haha

finallyyyyyy, i'm considering changing blog to livejournal. if i can find a cool & nice name. hahaha. for now i'll just stick to my 3 year old blog.

alright, my so super comfy bed's calling me alr. can you hear it? i bet you can. BYEEEEE! GGGGGOOOOODDDD NIGHT!

sundays are exceptionally worth waiting for :D

2007-05-26T13:33:00.000-07:00

more pictures! i just grabbed from KHIM's blog! pictures credits: JANICE & KHIM! :D

what we do during mother tongue intensive :D

janice's phone's so super cool with all those cool effects & all. :D:D:D:D

char & her actions.
fat face!

nice shot!

hahahahhahaha.
janice & her ponytail.
char's super scary eyes!

POUT it like its hot! XD
i cant smile without teeth, it'll look fake and act cute -.-

presenting......CHARMAINE no wait..... charMAN! :D the black shoe belongs to her. here's her with her MANLY action.

this is damn funny please. i cant stop laughing at it. lol!

ps: char, please aim properly where and who you wanna kick. cos if you end up kicking the wrong person at the wrong place. it's gonna be hilarious! hahahahha.

i think if i'm emo. all i need to do is look at your manly pic. ahhahah!

byebye lovelies!

2007-05-26T13:06:00.000-07:00

Thank God, parents meet wasnt that bad. they didnt nag as much as they did previous years. but i still hate it.

results were bad though. okay, maybe i shall expose my awful results here.

PASSED:

english: 54.4 [c6]

chinese: 55.3 [c5]

math: 52.5 [c6]

FAILED:

science: 15.5 [f9]

combined humans: 46.8 [D7]

f&n: 34.8 [f9]

for math, the SA results really pulled down my marks. cos for the 1st cont assesment, i got 70. so yea :( and HUMANS. i did improve a whole lot. i went thru my past results. and i've been failing that. but this year, i managed to pass the CA. only geog needs more work. haha. and science. no need to say anything. cos from primary school. i've never passed science :)

some random pictures taken in school :)

i wanna be this engrossed while studying :D this picture was a snapshot. so yea. i was that engrossed in that book. lol.
:D
cam's while cute shoe & char's black dirty shoe :D

O levels chinese is coming on monday 28/5/07. really really very very fast. i'm gonna read as much chinese compos so that i would have some ideas on monday. and PLEASEEEEE pray for me okay. thanks so much :)

byebye! i'm off to do chinese. i wouldnt mind being cheena for 1 day. cos it means i can get an A for chinese. but after i must change after that. lol. how crappy am i -.-

2007-05-22T16:42:00.000-07:00

i hate parents meet. and i hate it to the core.

i was thinking about it in school, and my feelings got total control over me. i couldnt control those tears just thinking how bad it would be after parents meet. it's alright, i dont think many would understand how i feel, cos seriously i think your parents understand you better than how my parents understand me. but still thanks you all for caring.

it's really really appreciated and just knowing that i've got friends like you all being there for me makes me feel blessed.

i love you all :)

and i keep on wondering, am i your shame? your disappointment? because i'm in normal acad means that i'm stupid? because i'm from normal acad means that you've no face to tell everyone about my studies or results or rather anything about me? because i'm from normal acad thats why you think that everything is easy. because i'm from normal acad means that i've wasted ONE year compared to those in express/special? and because i WAS from sngs means that i always MUST be top in class/level. expecting me to get a fucking A1 for all the subjects. just because i've got a really smart older bro&sis means that i MUST be the same as them. you keep telling me dont compare. but look who's talking. YOU ARE the one comparing. so i guess, it's cos i'm from normal acad, thats why you never ever will treat me like the
rest. because i bring you SHAME.

do you even know how tough it is? do you still think that this is as easy as your time? have you ever EVER considered how i felt? do you even know what i'm going thru? to you everything is result, results and results. and if it's bad it means that i've no future. it means that i'm brainless and hopeless and stupid. anyway, i could never make you proud cos my results will never ever please you. its never good enough for you. NEVER good enough for you.

~~what do i do now? i feel like just ending it all at one shot.~~
~~~~fuck~~~~

2007-05-21T22:51:00.000-07:00

I'M SO HAPPY!
I'M SO HAPPY!
I'M SO HAPPY!

the reason is................. not gonna say! hehs! :D

anywayy, i've pushed my bangs to the side cos it looks flat and it alr grew LONG. so it's irritating my eyes and me. but i feel that i look better with it to the side. oh well. wait till i find another nice fringe-style :D

here's how it looks. pretty much like the boring old one. oh well i'm still happy though.

and when you looked at me, i couldnt stop smiling to myself.
like a fool, i was head over heels for you <3

2007-05-16T20:42:00.000-07:00

this week is exhausting. i've hadnt had much rest from 10 may till today. and i'm sure i'm not gonna have any rest soon. rest as in a short break.

anywayyy. F&N practical was yesterday. the results of the dishes were not bad. none were under cooked or over fried. it all turned out to be not too bad. :) i forgot to bring my time plan. but luckily i practised twice. so... the more you practise the better you become. haha. im crappy. i was at table 9. opposite charmaine. its was funny doing opp her. cos she was soooo rushy and running around. haha. and she kept burping. better still. we kept whispering to each other during the practical. hahahah. funny.

so we assembled at 10. supposed to start at 11. but too rushing so started at 1130 instead. and we were in the room till 4++

LONG&TIRING! still gotta carry our big heavy bags of plates and food back.

alright. stop crapping. pictures are below :)
this menu is PRETTTTYYY! not praising myself. but i gotta thank my sister. cos she spent the late night helping to print this menu. and installing something that takes a really long time just to print this. THANKSSSS! ILOVEYOUUUU! (althought i know you never read my blog -.-)

main course. see the menu. it's in order. :D
this. wasnt suppose to turn out like this. -.-
i like this!
hahah. best of all :D
FINALE! :D

finally i can take a short break. well. just a little. :)

O levels are coming in 12 days. how fast is that. terrible! it's speeding to us alr. OMG! i'm so running out of time :( sooo mother tongue intensive starts today. it wasnt too bad just that we were extremely tired. and slept during the lessons. for awhile only though. but we all got up and wrote our compo. that reminds me. i still got compo to do! tsk! hahaha.

RESULTS are horrible. i've flunked most of it. very very very bad.
english: 58/110
chinese: 59.5/60 (i have a mark added to it. cos the teacher counted wrongly :))
chem: 20/85
phy:14/85
geog:14/50 (2 marks added too. although its still bad)
SS: 23/50 (OMG! 2 more marks to pass!)
math: 42/100 (so freaking bad)
and f&n: i havent gotten it back yet. oh well. i hope it's a pass. =/

these results havent added in the CA1&2 marks. so i still have chances to pass. for some.

alright. i gotta do my chinese compo & f&n evaluation. cya all!

you you you you you.

2007-05-13T23:24:00.000-07:00

DAMN! my cooking screwed up just now. i started super late like at 715. then didnt prepare all the ingredients and all. thennnn there was a miscommunication going on. oh well. manage to finish trying all the dishes. but i'm definitely gonna try again tomorrow :)

yesterday i went to arrange flowers for mothers day. it's a super fun and new experience. cos first time i did it. the aunties were super cool and HIP! one was auntie Pauline. she painted her nails 10 different colours and showed it to me and su. saying something like... i *shows her nails* this kind wont bother so much. hahaa. super cute la :D next was auntie Florence. she was like you're camilla right? then the talk goes on. and she kept prounouncing my name wrongly then auntie pauline told her about prince Charles and all. then she laugh and talked about that. hahaha. super funny. and she keep saying WAH BIANG EH. soooo many times. damn hip please! overall i had such an enjoyable day making flowers from 930am to 6 plus. then cleaned up the place with su. till near 730. we both stank and were perspiring like crap. so we got the guys to help to carry the trash out. and left for dinner.

today. we sold the flowers we made after 730 mass. the flowers were soooo PRETTY! haha not praising myself la. i didnt even know which of it i made. MOST of it were made my youths. for the sydney trip next year :D

i so cant wait for that day to come man! and next up is confirmation camp. then june camp. omg! so many camps! love it man! and i think back. how come i used to dislike camps. -.-

PMS SUCKS LA! sorry for being sooo vulgar recently. alright. good night!

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

seeing you is sucha sweet moment :D

2007-05-11T22:24:00.000-07:00

this is serious.

today was 2.4 run. i was kylie's counter. for how many rounds she ran. there was big confusions just now about whether she finish running. actually i forgot how many rounds she ran. but when i got home i kept thinking about how many times i met her.

SHE DID FINISH RUNNING 6 ROUNDS. and her timing was 13.SOMETHING.

i overheard the conversation just now when marinah finish running. she said she ran SEVEN rounds. so she did not run ONE round less. the only reason why marinah ran was because she didnt want you all to think she cheated.

thank you. i'm done with this part.

next.

I PASSED 2.4! i'm not gonna tell you my timing. cos i did really badly. but thats not the main point. and my stamina DID improve.

and i have WORSER results.

SS - 23/50
SCI MCQ - 14/50
PHYSICS - 5/i dont know how much
CHINESE COMPO only - 26/50

those are my fucking bad results. i dread parents meet. and i'm 100% sure that my mum is gonna meet my teacher. i just practically failed ALL of my subjects. i can feel the pressure on me. and it feels like i'm gonna break down any moment. esp during this time when it's ~~PMS~~ time.

i've been exceptionally grouchy/moody and super easily irritated. sorry if i've ever treated you that way. so guys. please love yourself more. cos you dont go thru this kinda damn stuff. and ARMY will only do you GOOD. so stop complaining.

f&n practical's on tuesday. and i havent even prepared. no wait. i havent even gotten any of my ingredients. GREATTTTTT. HOW GREAT.

i'm feeling damn fking grouchy now. and i havent smiled from the time kylie left my place. i can feel my eye brows going up alot. oh my gosh. i so hate O levels. why the hell is educataion so tough here?! everything needs qualification. AHHHHHH! i feel like scolding the F word now. and i'll do just that in a minute. pardon me.

~~FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIAN HONG

2007-05-10T23:11:00.000-07:00

WARNING: it's a LONG LONG post. read at own will. XD

first is a hilarious story of a funny/dumb bird.

i was in macdonals with kylie yesterday. we sat there to have a talk. then there was this black bird that flew into macdonals. we both were so amazed. then it kinda walked around the place. after a while it wanted to go out of macs. so it stood on some handle for a short while. trying to find the exit. then infront was a transparent glass. so it flew straight into it. and "BOOM!" a loud thud was heard. both of us turned to see the bird. it was on the floor and still jumping. so we tried to get the bird out. but to no avail. so we got yilik into macs but he couldnt do anything because he was scared the bird would scratch him or something. then it started to fly around a few times still banging into the glass but not as hard as the first time.

thennnn there was this little superrr cute boy. his mum told him to chase the bird out by running after it. so he ran over to the tables and the bird moved somewhere then banged a few times into the glass. but then it didnt bang as hard as the first time. finally the little boy chased it out and it flew out of the door. we felt soooo happy for the poor bird. but it was kinda hilarious.

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second! HS CONSTELLATION. its the collection of all good essays. for english, chinese & malay.
the cover page.

this is the most important part :D see closely. it's really blur. but you should be able to see it. ( CLICK ON IT TO SEE IT BIGGER )

from 4a2'06 4 people from my class got in. congrats janice, farha, fadhuli and :D the feeling's sooo satisfactory.

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NEXT!

third! today during the last few lessons we were playing BINGO! and we had many people playing with us together. from 2 to 3 to 4 to 5 to 6 to7 actually 8 but one went out.

the number reader (KYLIE) read the numbers extremely fast. and we were all so intensed and engrossed during the game. shouting STOPPPP & WAIT like hella loud. stamping feets banging tables and BINGO! can be heard. boy was it sooo hilarious! we've got audiences standing behind us. from the pics you can tell la. so let the pics do the talking :D
see! the people playing(except janice)! so fun! :D the one sitting and facing back is the reader. yea. she went like chu-chu train -.-
another pic. all our heads are down. that shows how engrossed we were. hahah.
see. every view you see our heads down. :D

alright no more pics. yea thats how fun & hilarious & serious everyone playing treated the game sooo seriously :D

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NEXT!

napfa. haha. i passed all except inclined pull ups. that's the WORST station of all. oh my. how difficult to pull yourself up. and a few of us just gave up. and after we've all completed the stations. we stayed back to try our luck once more. to see if we can get better. and for sit and reach i got 47cm :D then we went to play games.

today's new game played & learned : PICKLE BALL

it's like tennis. just with smaller rackets without holes. a whole wooden square thing with a handle. and the ball is a holey ball. the floor ball - ball. super fun please! played till we perspired and perspired and stank. haha.

there is a story behind this sport. something like.....

the people that invented this game, played with the family and the dog also joined in and started running and playing with them. so therefore they named the game after the dog: PICKLE.

tomorrow's 2.4 run. OMG! pray for me please! worst thing is. my body's already starting to ache :(:(:(:(:(:(

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NEXT!

results! oh my gosh. first time in 3 years i've got terrible and i mean HORRIBLY TERRRRRIIIBLLLLE math results. i've only heard the marks. and i expected to fail it. but not until SO bad. paper 1 i got 22/80. YES. it's that freaking bad. paper 2. i did better. math teacher, mrs lai said. if you get 40 and above for paper 2 O's should be able to pass. and get another amount of marks then should be able to get a B3 for O's. okay i got 57/100 and i think it's TERRRRIBLYYYY BAD. overall is 42/100. DAMN!

i'm so gonna FLOOD myself with MATH MATH & MORE MATH. then the rest of the subject.

i feel so depressed after failing math :( i hope my other results wont be as depressing at math. ( not including science cos i'm expecting to fail it badly. like i always do )

PLEASE do not nag to me about science. cos its irritating. i know what i need for my future. thanks for caring. it's appreciated but i dont like it infact i DESTEST it. so please stop. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

lastly

please pray/hope/wish for me to pass my 2.4! i dont wanna do it with other class. HAHAHAH! thanks you all if you did. if not. NVM :)

i'm still soooo PLEASANTLY pleased with my lovely bangs. hehs!

goood night; LOVE PLENTY!

2007-05-10T11:48:00.000-07:00

EEEEEW! i hate that heart shaped thing on my blogskin! i didnt know it was there when i saw the blogskin at home. YUCK! okay. i'm so gonna change it asap! when i get home. i'm in school now btw.

napfa's today! and tomorrow!
today's 5 items and tomorrow's 2.4km. boring!

byeeebyee!

2007-05-08T20:05:00.000-07:00

And tomorrow's the LAST paper for the mid year papers! i'm not sure if i'm happy or not. cos we cannot leave school early anymore. well i think that part's the BEST part of all exams. hahah!

BYEEEEEEE! :D

2007-05-06T19:37:00.000-07:00

my whole body's aching! hahahahaha. but i'm happy :D i'm not some saddist k.

today's sucha happy/boring/tiring/slacky/lovely/ and the list goes on..... (MUST be words that describes happy or tired feeling) day.

i still love my bangs and i dont care what you think.
if you like it then thank you. if not then i still dont care.

seems like i like these 3 words
i dont care. alot

byebye! i see no reason for this post. but i'm happy so i dont care.

2007-05-05T23:07:00.000-07:00

THERE YOU GO! see any difference? i bet you do, cos the difference is quite obvious. :D
same hair! haha
BANG BANG!
SUPER COOL BANGS!

camilla is SUPER cool now with SUPER cool bangs! :D:D

okay. i'm tired alr. haha. good night!

2007-05-03T16:22:00.000-07:00

apologies for the previous post. i was darn irritated :)

today was math paper 2. the paper itself wasnt difficult it's just that it needed time to think on how to do it. 1 question had many parts. so irritating. and i took ard 45mins just to do the first 3 questions. so did the 2 beside me. haha. i saw the paper.

i skipped 1 question just like most there. cos we all didnt know how to do it at all. i also skipped a few questions infront. thinking "okay i'll do it later" but then. no i didnt even have time to finish the last question i was doing before the teacher said : okay. time's up. normally i'd still have a lil bit of time to check but none this time. not even any minute to stone. and for the first time in 3 years, this is the first time such things has happened. i really gotta buck up. alright. tmr's chem. worse subject. i'll definitely fail it. oh well.

so i got a hair cut yesterday including my fringe. it's a different look. we all have different views. some like it but some dont. but i'm so pleased with my new hairdo. no wait. fringe-do if there's sucha thing?

and now people dont go : you cut you hair meh?
insteaddddd, they go: eh! you cut your hair!
:D
goodbye boring old fringe! i love my new look.

if you're excited to see how i look thennnn pictures will be up soon. if you're not thennit's alright cos i dont care :)

byeee!

2007-05-02T20:21:00.000-07:00

DAMNIT! math is so freaking difficult. so is everything else. screw math especially number patterns. and stupid science. oh how i hate O levels. why is education so damn important here?!

~~FUCK!~~
so what if im vulgar. cant blame me. blame the damn stress i have.

2007-04-30T17:47:00.000-07:00

sometimes it feels like i'm left all alone in this place. i dont know what should i do, how should i start or what to do next. then i think of some stuff. makes me realised that, life is so precious. i keep having wild imaginations about what's gonna happen next and if it does, what will i do. i hate those thought cos im scared. i dont want anything to happen to anyone at all. not even those i dislike. something's terribly wrong, with me.

what's wrong with me. damn.
~~ihateitihateitihateitihateitihateit~~

2007-04-23T19:03:00.000-07:00

as i was walking back home today. it started to drizzle. then slowly the rain became bigger and bigger. lightning & thunder were soon seen and often heard & seen. i was walking all alone on that usual pathway which seems exceptionally long today. walking as quickly as i could feeling so afraid that the lightning might strike me. even with an umbrella i couldn't help but feel afraid. i was so terrified. hands covering my ears. holding the umbrella as low as i could when the super strong wing blew and during the whole lonely walk home. i kept thinking if you were somewhere near and saw me. would you come over?

it might be crazy. most people would be thinking about other more important things, but i thought of you during the whole walk back home. the same one which seemed exceptionally long today.

if you saw me alone in the pouring rain shivering; with fear, would you come over?

alright. it's getting too emo! haha. that was just to describe my journey home. so scary la! i was carrying the umbrella at the lowest. and 90 degrees to my left. cos there was a SUPERRRR EXTREMELY stong wind! so strong that the umbrella was feeling SO heavy. and if khim was with me. she might have probably been blown away by the wind. HAHAHA!

i so love this picture. cos it can totally express how i feel now :D

you make my heart flutter everytime i see you.

2007-04-20T22:40:00.000-07:00

BOREDOM KILLS.

> 1. Name someone who made you smile today.
> someone. :D
> 2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
> PE
> 3. What were you doing 30 minutesago?
> bathing
> 4. What is something that happened to you in 1990?
> thats the year i was born in!
> 5. What is the last thing you said aloud?
> OH!
> 6. How many different things did you drink today?
> probably 2
> 7. What color is your hairbrush?
> black and red
> 8. What was the last thing you bought?
> grass jelly drink
> 9. Who was the last person you kissed?
> haha.
> 10. What color is your front door?
> dark brown
> 11. Where do you keep your change?
> wallet
> 12. What's the weather like today?
> humid
> 13. What is the best ice creamflavor?
>no preference
>14. What is something you are excited about?
> friday nights & sunday noons. :D:D:D
>15. When was the last rainbow you saw?
> oh! just recently. in school. :)
> 16. What size shoe do you wear?
> depends. most of the time 6
> 18. Are you random?
> might be.
> 19. Do you want to cut your hair?
>YES! but im not sure whether to.
> 21.do you talk alot?
> yaya XD>
> 22. Does your screen name have an "x"> in it?
> nope.
> 24. Do you know anyone named Steven?
> yea
> 26. Are you ticklish?
> NO I AM NOT! XD
> 27. Are you typically a jealousperson?
> see who lor>
> 28. Name someone whose name startswith> the letter "R":
> ryan
> 29. Name a friend whose name starts
> with the letter "G":
> grace
> 30. Who's the 1st person on your received calls list?
> no number
> 31. What did the last text messageyou
> received say?
> :)
> 32. Do you chew on your straws?
>nope.
> 33. Do you have curly hair
> nope
> 34. What is the next concert you're going to?
> none.
> 35. Whats your favourite color?
> maroon
> 37. What is something you say a lot today?
> tired!
> 38. What is the last thing you ate?
> grass jelly
> 39. Have you seen the movie "Donnie> Darko"?
> no. i dont like movies.
> 40. Do you have work tomorrow?
> NOPE! it's a SATURDAYYYYYYYY!!!! :D:D:D
> 41. Is marriage in your future?
> yes. definitely. :)
> 42. When was the last time you said "I love you."?
> hahahahaha.
> 43. What should you be doing rightnow?
> going to bed soon. im exhausted.
> 44. Do you have a nickname?
> plenty. :) but i dont care. haha
> 45. Are you a heavy sleeper?
>depends whether im tired anot.
> 46. When was the last time you used a skateboard?
> YEARRRRSSSS ago.
> 47. What is the best movie you'veseen in the past two weeks?
> none.
> 51. Did you cry today?
> teared. lol
> 52. Do you like someone right now?
> :D:D:D
> 53. Are you currently playing any sports?
> for PE. i played a mixture of frisbee, basketball& volleyball! haha
> 55. Last time you listened to music?
> in the train just now.
> 56. Last time you watched tv?
> ehhhh. yesterday? i didnt watch tv today. sucha a nerd. HA!
> 57. Do you miss someone right now?
> probably. haha!
> 58. What are you doing at this very moment?
> what else but this?
> 59. Who is the last person you talked on the phone with?
> KYLIE!
> 60. Are any of your friends going to fill this out?
> i dont think so.

alright. im gonna dry my hair and go to bed! hahaha goooood night!

and it's still you :)

2007-04-18T19:41:00.000-07:00

it's a LONG picture post! :D enjoy yea!

in the mids of preparing for Arts Fiesta.
done with make up.
see our glittery eyes. haha
close up view. THANKS KHIMO! for helping us to put on make up!
in the train!

starting. gamelan. not bad :)
best item for the whole arts fiesta. chinese dance. the way the girl dance is soooo graceful. the girl thats has the spotlight on her.
break time!
whole group with MISS LYNETTE LIEW! we miss her SOOO much!
NCC!

done with dinner. and about to leave. with CHAR the disgusting one. lol
with you. :)

53th CLT pop!

Maisarah is the best! :D we're (NCC) SO proud of her. she recieved an award for all the courses she went. like this one. she recieved 2 awards. one is marksman the other is BEST in central. :D:D she even had to go and give a speech. shows how great she is. :)
MAI! recieving an award.
BAN HENG!
MAI!

CHER!
ALIFF! the above 4 pictures are our newly passes out MA'AMS & SIRS!
PAPA LIM! with mai&cher
all of them! :D

today during math extra lessons. some stupid thing happened. between the other class and some of us. this was what happened.

TEACHER (T): wow. 4 alr. so fast

DEL (D): ya. time flies

T: nvm la. nobody waiting for you all. let's do one more question.

JAN (J): got people waiting outside for us. HX's sis waiting for her to go home together.

D: ya. later mother worried.

SANDRA (S): (on the phone with char)

then when she put down the phone she told us how come the other class finish their lesson so fast.

S: you know why they finish so fast? cos the teacher want to go home and cook rice.

after hearing this all of us BURST out laughing. dont you think it's hilarious? and then the HX & E thought we were laughing at them. and started their unhappy face. E turned to look at us and muted : it wasnt funny.

HX went to the door to get HY in. and E blinked and me twice. WOW.

didnt know they couldnt take jokes. and the last part when we laughed it wasnt even about them. they're such sensitive people.

2007-04-16T15:02:00.000-07:00

yesterday yesterday YESTERDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! :D:D
i'm probably floating on cloud nine alr. just thinking bout yesterday andddd the coming sundays.

i shan't say anymore. hahaha.

easter vigil pictures!
legion of MARY! :D
REKO!
ALOY!
my sister & cheam! something suspicious? HMMMMMM! XD
haha.

2007-04-13T17:06:00.000-07:00

Your Dominant Intelligence is Intrapersonal Intelligence

Reflective and thoughtful, you enjoy spending time alone.
You are good at analyzing yourself - and knowing your true feelings.
Totally self aware, you are in tune with your dreams and desires.
A spiritual and philopsophical person, your inner calmness inspires and helps others.

You would make a great philosopher, researcher, or theorist.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

What Camilla Means

C is for Crazy

A is for Athletic

M is for Marvelous

I is for Irresistible

L is for Lovable

L is for Luscious

A is for Active

What Does Your Name Mean?

What People Think of Your Mouth

People see you both as reserved and sweet.

You tend to be very sensitive and detail oriented.

The smallest things can please or annoy you. You tend to be internally moody.

Perceptive and intuitive, you understand people quickly - though you usually won't tell them.

What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

You Probably Look Younger Than Your Age

You live a healthy lifestyle and know how to take care of yourself.
You'll probably have a youthful glow for many years.

Do You Look Your Age?

What Guys Think of Your Medium Straight Hair...

Smart, optimistic, easy going.
You're the thinking man's ideal woman - bright, funny, and no drama.

What Do Guys Think Of Your Hair?

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight
Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily
Going with your gut instead of your head
Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count
Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind
Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love?

You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist.
People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you.
You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words.
Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

What Flower Are You?

bored! lol. had SA1 english today. and i think i did quite badly. sigh. i just wanna pass! haha. and i think mrs gibson's gonna talk about me because i did an arguementative essay today. lol. pray for me okay! thanks you all!

DO THE QUIZ BELOW! :D

2007-04-12T19:56:00.000-07:00

Create your own Friend Test here

NEW TEST! try it! as for the previous one. it's up to you if you wanna do it. :D

HAPPYYYYY 18 BIRTHDAY MAC!
<33333333 big time! :D

2007-04-08T21:55:00.000-07:00

Create your own Friend Test here

got this from SK's blog.
HAVE FUN! :D

These are the rules: Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!

1. i cannot maintain eye contact with anybody i talk to for really long.
2. i like to stone, even when i talk to people.
3. i dont like to talk to people, especially when i just meet them.i'll be as quiet as a mouse. XD
4. i can only fall asleep on beds and sofas.
5. i like being full so i dont need to eat.
6. i dont like people to lean on me or sling their hands on mine. (excluding BFs & really close friends), like putting their head on my shoulder is a BIG nono. BUTTTT i have SOMEEEEE exceptions. sometimes. depending on my mood.

6 random people:
- KYLIE
- SEOK KEE
- CHARMAINE
- JANICE
- BEN TAN
- JASMINE

got this from ALENE's blog.
CONTINUE THE GAME. XD

HAPPYY EASTER EVERYONE!

you give me the sugar rush. <3

2007-04-03T17:40:00.000-07:00

"ahhh choooooo!"
as i keep sneezing right after school till now. i think im falling sick. haha. i wanna recover asap! :D

math's been getting tougher and tougher. unlike last time i was among the first few to finish the work given during lessons and still got time to teach others. but now. nooo. im the one that's lagging. damn. everything is getting harder and harder. not that im trying the show off that my math is good. but it's seriously getting tougher. but....
IM NOT GONNA GIVE UP! i wanna do my O levels no matter what.

Two Names You Go By:
1. kylie 2. B............:D
Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. shirt. 2. shorts
Two Things You Want in a Relationship:
1. love 2. freedom
Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
1. THIS 2. typing
Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment:
1. to lose weight. drastically 2. to learn belly dancing :D
Two things you did last night:
1. sms. 2. listen to music
Two things you ate today:
1. ice-cream 2. curry puff
Two Things You're doing tomorrow:
1. go to school 2. have lessons
Two of your least favorite things to do:
1. studying 2. still studying

random pictures!

all of the above pictures are those i did with kylie's hair. i know. they're not very nice. but i appreciate my art. XD
SHORT HAIR!

and off i am again to do my coursework. then math then study then penitential service and then study again. sucha boring life. but i know there'll be a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. and it's all worth it.

BYEEE! <3

2007-04-02T21:52:00.000-07:00

back to those days?

dont know why but these few days i feel all emo and a lil unloved? it's kinda a really sucky feeling. as if i've been isolated and there's no life. i cant really describe how i feel. so im just gonna copy a post from kylie. cos it kinda expresses my feelings.

It feels like sometimes im alone in this shit
Everyone seems so busy.
Am i just about to rascent?
Well, i should get used to this.
Times, i feel like no one ever or even bother.
why would anyone?
I just feel like crying over every minor incident.
Somehow i feel the joy being a child.
Inmaturely you can express your feelings
You cry when you're in pain
you cry when you need attention
you cry whenever you're afraid.
Shouldn't human all behave like this?
Most, except some - (including me.)
I guess i've grown up after so much.
I realised that putting on a brave front or smile would better the world.
Even when i could feel the bile in my thoart react.
Yet suppressed.
Why isn't anyone out there to ease me when im in sucha situation.
No one actually feel how i feel.
Can i cry after my fall?
Nahs.. you're a grown up i kept reciting.

2007-03-28T22:45:00.000-07:00

O levels are such sucky things. PILEs of work filling me up almost everyday. tuition and more tuition. extra lessons are filling up almost all the days too. there's hardly enough time for myself. there's like TONS of stuff waiting for me to do and time's like running out really quickly. damn.

i feel like giving up already -.-

okay. this post is gonna be ultra short. the main point for this post is

HHHHAAAAAPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
BBBBBIIIIIIRRRRRRTTTTHHHHHHDDDDAAAAAAAYY
CHARMAINEEEEE!!

LOVEEEELOTSA! :D

one day when you see me alone outside, i might look all gloomy. HMMMMM... maybe not. haha. XD

2007-03-25T19:29:00.000-07:00

TOA PAYOH HDB HUB!

the place was not as exciting as we thought it was gonna be. but here's the funny part. we tricked amanda that the trip was cancelled. everyone was in cahoots telling her that the trip was cancelled and we told her that, after we finish sending the songs we're gonna go home. and she really believed us. then when mrs goh came out she asked in a sad and disappointed way : MRS GOH WHY THE TRIP CANCELLED?! and then we all burst out laughing. haha. sucha innocent girl.

im gonna post all the pics here. like li khim. so i dont need to send thru msn. okay, im just super lazy. XD

here you go! grab them now! haha.

look at kylie and khim's face.

emo-ing in the small cramped room. i like this pic! :D

AHHHH-MAAAAA~

whole group :)

actually i've got somemore to put but i guess i'll do it another time.

NYC'07 camp. i kinda cant wait for it. but it's a lil long way more. haha. how exciting. i LOVEEEEE camps. esp church camps! :D where you feel all the love with those hugs. time hurry pass! and then O levels hurry bid us good bye! lol. but i guess it's back to reality.

alright, i'm off to do math homework( faved sub! XD ) and coursework. and study a lil, if there's time left.

HAPPYYYYYY 16 BIRTHDAY ALOY!

2007-03-22T21:38:00.000-07:00

question of the day/month/year :

which hand do you use to clean your butt?
left/right/both?

the person that came up with this interesting question is, JANICE! haha.

i use right hand. XD

most people, mostly right handers would use right hand. cos right hand is like the hand you use for everything. more accurate and easier.

but some would say (those who use left hands) that you use right hand to eat, and therefore it's clean and cleaning you butt is dirty. so using right hand to clean and eat is disgusting?

well. there are some weird cases like using BOTH hands to clean. this i dont know how to explain.

this is really funny. go and ask your friends. and ask them why they choose that hand. it's really not embarrassing at all. in fact, it's super interesting. haha!

& tomorrow we're going to toa payoh hdb hub for an excursion. to think of it, it's been quite long since we had excursions. tmr's gonna be a tiring day. cos we're also gonna clean our classrooms and have PE!

CHARMAN'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP! and mine's like LONGGGGGG way more. oh well. im still young. HAH!

ride for you baby?

2007-03-19T19:15:00.000-07:00

LEGION OUTDOOR FUNCTION!

kite flying at marina bay. then dinner at dragon village :D
my kite, sebby's kite and fifi's kite was the only 3 that flew up high for a long time! :D hahaha.
then after the games my kite was the only one left flying! haha. the CHAMPION KITE! :D

pictures!
FIFI dancing parapara and he got FOURTH!!!!
in the mrt on the way back! the pictures are not in order. oh well.

BIMBOOOOOOO!
CHAMPION KITE FLYER! XD

3 successors!
BIMBOOOOO&FIFI
our feets+legs+heel. with smiley faces!

sigh school has started. and it's back to the old boring lifestyle. but what makes it worse is the studying part :( O levels are sucha ass. but its alright cos i've got my dear friends going through it with me :D

and i better start studying like NOW! cos comparing with aloy. im LAGGING behind! lol. so cya all!

im gonna start studying right NOW! hahaha.

HAPPYY BELATED BIRTHDAY SMELLY!

to kylie, when i post this you probably havent went in yet. so... ALL THE BEST TO YOU!

with loads of love! BYEEE!

2007-03-11T19:39:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!

sorry for the MIA-ing days. haha. this whole week's been really busy. out of 5 days i reached home after 10pm for 4 days. anyway i've got TONS to update!

super teen workshop!

the workshop was AWESOME. the trainers and Dr Ernest Wong. SUPERRRRR GOOD. the first day was kinda boring. and everyone was hoping for it to hurry end. then came the second day which was MUCHHH better. there were tears and laughter and alot more feelings. during this whole workshop. i must say i've learnt quite alot. damn motivated i am now. we were thought alot alot of things.

like, how to sleep. why we, students dont do well in exams. memory skills. alott alott. also there was the "how to keep fit" sessions. quite funny. then finally it was the last day. we were like damnnnn sad to part. and took out our cameras and TADAH! all the pics are below. well if i were to say everything out it'll probably be like darn boring. lol. overall the whole workshop was

AWESOME, GREAT, FANTASTIC, SUPERRRR, INCREDIBLE and whatever words you can think of :D

PICTURES!
last day during dinner time.
while waiting for the last session to start.
when it ended. 5a2 and the trainers and one irritating 5a1 guy who thinks its fun to cut into our pic. see that stupid head behind Dr Ernest Wong.
another pic. with the stupid guy from the other class.
DR ERNEST WONG~ :D:D

CAREER'S DAY at BREEKS cafe!

we were late for school but we didnt get caught and all. haha. then went to the hall for some talk and break out into our groups. i was in the make-up one. then we all went to the toilet to look prettier and all. then when we were out. we realised that the bus had alr left without us. WOW. so we made a call and ask the teacher to get the bus to turn back. sooo embarassing but it was like "the bus turning back for us!" feeling. haha. so we cam whored inside and outside school while waiting.

then the bus came. we apologised and then as usual the guys did the " errrr" kinda thing. haha. but they wernt serious. my class people are NICEEEE people! welll. most of them. haha.

reached breeks at harbourfront centre. and the other class was like sitting down. then our food got served. and we ate and cam whored again. haha. i think if there was a cam whoring competition. my class people would definitely win. LOL! everywhere we go, we'll just take out the phones/cameras and start snapping. WAHAHAHAH~!

alright, i'll let the pictures do the talking before you all fall asleep! enjoy! (they're all not in order. hehs)
say BREEEEEEEEKKKKKKKSSSS!
mirror mirror. we look sooooo SLIM!
funny!
dinner cum supper point at "breeks"

acting "SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG"
my girls. :D
kylie went down to get the balloon and in the end what was left is the heart. HAHA
charMAN!

while waiting for the bus to U-TURN back.
table!
stupid father. XD
jordan! it's quite funny how i used to think he was SOOO irritating. but now, look at us! goooood happy friends! :D
i like this! haha.

CYA ALL!~
ilovethepeopleinmylife;

especiallythosegirls&mychurchgirls.

SET YOUR GOALS PEOPLE cos WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT YOU GET.

5As I WANT YOU!

2007-03-01T19:37:00.000-08:00

photo taking day!

today we were like celebraties! many people were like snapping photos of us. we just stood there smiling like celebraties :DD well who knows. we might be one next time. XD

here are the pictures! :D

ilove4a2'2006. but i love 5a2'2007 MUCH MUCH more! those people especially the girls(not all) make me feel SOOOOOO loved/blessed/happy and much much more.

let's name them :D (in random order!)

KY LIE, KEEKEE(seokkee), JANICE, YUANQING, CHAR-MAN, KIMCHI, DEL-FINE & LAYTENG & the rest. mainly it's those in caps. but if i forgot anyone. blame my poor memory. haha.

there are reasons for those names spelt like that. hehs.

alright. cya people!
and offff to do my coursework! :D

2007-02-28T05:05:00.001-08:00

chinese lessons are a BORE. the teacher cannot control the class and he also doesnt really teach. so this is what we do during chinese lessons.

we take hilarious pictures! look at all our dumb faces. i think i look the least funny. HAHA! i think you all agree :D

good bye everybody! study hard!

2007-02-22T14:23:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!

HAPPYYY NEW YEAR!

i didnt know i had so many people reading my blog. hahaha. tag me next time k! :D

PICTURES! :D

CNY day 1.

family

MY SISSY

candid. i think it's funny. haha XD

SIS&COUSIN!

CNY day 2. there's only one pic. lol

VERYYYYY TALL cousin.

aunt's wedding anni.

nice view :)

superrrrrrrrrrr adorable!

his BIG pretty eyes. haha

STUDY HARD FOR O'S PEOPLE!
tags are MOSTTTTTTT WELCOME! :D
lovelove! :D

2007-02-02T22:10:00.000-08:00

HELLO! im in much better mood today. haha. the other post was just to vent my anger. many apologies. but i guess no one reads my blog. haha. oh well.

one thing that makes me feel so pissed is. that clt is such an idiot. without knowing anything he comes into my school. and scolds my junior. and what makes it worse is. he keeps critising the pioneer batch he told my juniors we suck. wow and self praising his school and comparing his school and my school. WHAT THE HELL is wrong with him.

i wonder..
how do the sirs from that school teach their juniors
what do they teach them? to critisise other schools and say their senior sucks?

forget it. that school's hopeless.

oh a happier note. i've been feeling much much happier cos of my friends! :D you know who you are la. im lazy to type :D

ILOVEYOUALL! :D

picture below is drawn by PRAWN KHIM.
SEAFOOD PEOPLE! :D
i'm the LOBSTER! :DD

LOVE EVERYONE! :D

2007-01-31T22:03:00.000-08:00

WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!
IM NOT YOUR DAMN MAID OKAY.
JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE THE YOUNGEST IT DOESNT MEAN I HAVE TO SERVE YOU OKAY.
think back and remember. THINK how much more i've done than ALL of you. im the one that's been treated like a maid. why?! cos it's either you all are not around if not it's the YOUNGEST and MOST SPOILT. and then it's as if ALL the resposibilty is on me. it's always ME ME AND ME. why not you?! doing all the chores all those DAMN chores. who was the one who said do a roster?! where is it?!!? im tired too okay. you're not the only one that's tired! it's ALWAYS ME doing everything. always my fault. like im your damn maid. wth!

damn it.

i need to vent my anger somewhere.

2007-01-24T18:15:00.000-08:00

such an unlucky day!

after school, while crossing the road to the bus stop.

I FELL DOWN! -.-

i lost balance. lol. funny and soooo embrassing! it didnt hurt at first then it started to bleed and started hurting ALOT. sooo painful :( i couldnt walk with my knee straight. but thankfully, it's MUCH MUCH better now! :D

and there's PE tomorrow! :D:D
i cant wait! i dont know why im soooo excited. i guess it's just unexplainable. haha. i hope i can go for PE with my stupid wound. hehs.

LET'S PLAY FLOORBALL AGAIN! :D

school's been tiring. homework and more homework. everything's becoming more difficult. it's like i could give up any moment. so stressful so stressful so so stressful! and what makes it worse is. it's ONLY january! i cant imagine how stress it'll be when it's nearing the major exam.

i dont know what to do?
should i or should i not?
damn.

2007-01-17T17:50:00.000-08:00

bonding of classes.

it's NOT a wise choice & a VERY DUMB thing.

monday 10 people got added into 5a2. then the class expands and become bigger but worst of all is ALL of the 5a2 people were not happy AT ALL. why? cos..

1. they're nuisance
2. they're irritating
3. they're noisy
4. they're VERY inconsiderate

here's the reasons to all my points stated above.
we people(5a2) want to study and do well for O's but it's very hard to do so cos. those people make TONS of noise, talking and talking non-stop and disrupting our lesson. not only do they give STUPID and RIDICULOUS suggestions they talk very LOUDLY and when we ask them to keep quiet they do not admit it. but it's quite dumb of them not to admit. cos apparently before they came in our class was SOOO peacful & quiet. such a goood goood environment to study but after they came in. it's totally opposite. dumb people.

so here's what we're going thru in class.

1.we are unable to study well and concentrate cos of the noise they are making.
2.they keep disrupting lessons by asking and giving STUPID & RIDICULOUS questions and suggestions.

i start to wonder.
how old are they?
where have their brains gone to?
what is their mentality level?

i feel so ashamed to be called
classmates.

2007-01-13T07:20:00.000-08:00

school's HECTIC & TIRING.

afew things have changed.

had a new system at the beginning of the year; the home room system. where teachers have their own classrooms and you have to go your classes instead of the usual, teachers going to your classroom.
but now, starting from monday, this system is going to change. because many students and teachers dislike that system. cos it's a waste of time walking to your classrooms. esp when the teachers keep changing classrooms. the school's chaotic.

and now. worse. because there's not enough classrooms

the principal said there'll be a strike out. meaning people will have to get out of school. cos there's not enough classrooms. and that means there'll only be 2 sec 5 classes from monday onwards. and that also means that. the class will be much noiser. and so that alsooo means that. it'll be much harder to study now. cos of the noise. wow. how great -.-

oh and, here's the principal's reason for striking off people.
"cos the school's popular"
wow...

of course i should be thankful that i didnt get strike off. cos i wasnt even late once for school. well that's actually cos my dad fetches me to school. XD

i think i dont need to explain further alr.
summary of my whole post.
the school's chaotic and stupid. (and i guess most people from my school will agree)

goodnight everyone. :)

2007-01-07T16:34:00.000-08:00

okay smelly. i got your point.

school started already and im already starting to feel the stress. all the teachers are telling us the same thing either those "inspirational stories" or "from N's to O's is a BIG GAP". im gonna start studying really soon. which is tomorrow.

okay i guess those taking or have taken O's will understand and those not taking yet. will understand soon.

and for me, i'll be the NO-LIFE kind soon. haha.

picture updates. NEW YEAR'07 at iggy's house

amanda and gab got pushed into the water BY betina. HAHA!
iggy looks drunk.
stoned.
HMMMMM.
BIMBO,IGGY,ME! :D
daffy trying to act emo.

PEOPLE TAKING MAJOR EXAMS;
STUDY HARD!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAISARAH!
LOVE! :D

2007-01-03T19:26:00.000-08:00

FINALLY!
im updating.

so it's the start of 2007.
means it time for new year resolutions! haha.

STUDY HARD PEOPLE!
especially those taking the MAJOR exams.

PICTURES!

CHRITMAS party at home!

"this is my present!" :P

door/gate guarder :D

latest addition to the family. JAVIER(ultimate cuteness! :D )

D&D!
weird & over-friendly guy at D&D. the "let's all stare at cam" pic. funny! :D
dancing partners! :D

enjoy your day! :D

2006-12-23T00:02:00.000-08:00

CHRISTMAS IS COMING! :D

okay. i know almost all my post states that. haha. that shows that i'm VERY SUPER excited. :D

anyway N level results are out and i got 7 points for my best 3. got 2 for eng&math. 3 for f&n. 4 for chi&humans and 5 for sci. i didnt expect to pass sci. but i did anyway. i heard the passing mark was 35. no wonder i passed. haha. and i heard from my friends that im going 5a2 next year! :D

so probably my next post will be after xmas with all the pics. retro night's the theme for this years D&D. got all my clothes, shoes and accesories ready. only left with my head band. im going shopping tmr to get my very last present and my head band and then im all ready for xmas! :D

so cya all after CHRISTMAS!

MERRY EARLY CHRISTMAS! :D

2006-12-15T22:29:00.000-08:00

HELLO!

my blog's dying. haha
anyway...
TEN more days till CHRISTMAS! :D

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

2006-12-03T00:38:00.000-08:00

TAG BOARD'S BACK!
so you know what to do la. TAG! :D

i've plenty to update about. but i guess i'll bore you all out. so i'll just cut short everything.

NCC camp.
reached camp at 9plus. sleeping time. because it was raining. then chatted with the girls till 1plus then went to sleep. the part c's had turn-outs for the part a's&b's at 2am. then morning kylie&i woke up at 9 plus. went out to eat breakfast. and slacked till POP(passing out parade) it's sad passing out. before the parade started i told kylie. ahya. i dont think i'll cry or feel sad later. but.. most people cried. that includes the guys & sirs & mr lim. it's really sad. oh well. then had BBQ & CO night. the group performances were funny. then chatted with sir in the canteen till 4am. then slept till 10 plus. and went home. see how slack it is.

class 4/3 gathering.
Benjamin treated us to cartel & pool(i won 1 game! :D ). and ben if you're reading this. THANKS for the treat! :D:D

this whole month i'm gonna eat ALOT. i've just had some buffet lunch. and more BBQs & BUFFETS coming up. & CHRISTMAS LUNCH&DINNER. =/
eat eat eat. i'm such a pig. =/

will try to upload pictures asap. ;)

2006-11-21T16:54:00.000-08:00

CHRISTMAS! :DD

i love christmas!
i LOVE christmas!
I LOVE CHRISTMAS! :D

can you tell i love christmas?

anyway. work's over for me now. haha. but i wanna hurry get another job and work till before christmas. haha. so i got MORE money to shop! :D

ILOVECHRISTMAS
&YOU. <3

2006-11-14T05:30:00.000-08:00

OMG. working is TIRING! standing there all the time with or without customers. tiring. but what makes it worse is.... the counter & 1 of the stalls there have STOOLS! i am so jealous. -.- and today's only the first day at work. haha. sales were not too bad. :D didnt have any difficult customers. hopefully NOT. LOL.

anyway this update's to tell you all. that ive got part of the information for where im working wrong. it's NOT at carrefour. but it's outside carrefour. details again

venue: level 1. the blue carpet. the brand is the healing garden. :D
im working there till sunday. hah 12 to 8.

yup yup.
sooo CYA ALL THERE! :D

2006-11-13T02:31:00.000-08:00

HEYHEY!

guess what. im FINALLY gonna work! its from TUESDAY(tomorrow) to SUNDAY. from 1pm to 9pm. it's only 1 week. but who cares! HAHA! it would be better if i could work longer. hehs. oh well. i'll be at PS carrefour. haha. soo cya all there! :D:D

2006-11-11T21:55:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOO EVERYONE~

haha. sooo sorry for the really really late post. actually i wanted to post afew time this week. i've typed out everything and when i click "publish post", the page hangs or i get disconnected. how irritating.

okay. stop my crap and MOVE ON. :D

this whole week was a really really interesting&great one.

monday 6nov: marcus chua's birthday. so i went out with him for lunch.
tuesday: actually was suppose to have a breakfast&lunch&dinner date with marcus. but he went to malaysia. ard 7. amanda asked me out. :D to go for the drama meeting. haha.
wednesday: so my breakfast&lunch&dinner date's postone to wed.
thursday 9nov :D : went out with amanda, marcus, iggy, su, daffy, eugene, ivan, mac, aloy & bet to celebrate my birthday. went shopping with am, iggy & marcus in the morning before the rest came. we walked alot. causing my feet to have blisters. then went home to cut cake. :D
friday: went out with my lil bro for lunch. then dinner with kylie. she's so nice&sweet la. she bought me a mini heart shaped cake and treated me to eat the japanese ball. if you know what im talking about.
saturday: went to mac's house to do her hair in the afternoon then went for mass & dinner.
&sunday would be the normal.

thanks everyone for all the birthday wishes thru sms/friendster testimonials/real live. oh and also for all the presents i've recieved and will recieve soon. i will post pictures when i've uploaded them to my com. this year my birthday's really great. thank you once again everyone for everything. really appreciated. :)

lol. im so busy with all my "dates" that i've forgotten to do my alluctio =/

haha. gonna do some belated birthday shoutouts

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MARCUS CHUA! :D
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MANYU! (same bday date as me! hehs.)
& the rest who's birthday's coming or just over.

cya all! :D

2006-11-04T12:12:00.000-08:00

GOOOOD AFTERNOOOON!

today will probably be a BORINGGG day again. well cos i'm sick. it's the flu. how great. -.- oh well. lucky it's the not the so serious type yet.

last night to this morning's sleep was TERRIBLE!
1. there was DRILLING going on at 8 plus and it lasted till 11! *shows the angry face!~
2. my nose -.-
3. my mum woke me up
how great. hur hur

kylie's coming over again. haha. hopefully she'll be my entertainment for the day. hurhur. oooh it looks like it's gonna rain. haha

let's see what do i have on this month.
1. it's 5 days till my birthday. im getting OLDER & MORE MATURED. HAH!
2. NCC annual camp's coming. it's on 27 to 29 nov. [actually i cant wait for it. it'll probably be my LAST ncc camp. :( ]
3. month of november means legion leadership training. means means. oh no....
4. CHRISTMAS SHOOOOOPPPPINGGGG~ i'll start booking people soon. :D

i'm crappy.
this post is crappy.
but i feel happpyy~
HAHAHA!

BYEEE ALLLL~ have a GOOOOOD afternooon. while i have my not-so-good afternoon. -.-

:D

2006-10-31T16:58:00.000-08:00

that is BEN TAN.
HIS NEW IDENTIFICATION FOR ME TO CALL HIM:
CRAZY SMELLY BROTHER! :D

HOLIDAYS ARE BORING! especially when its like a LONGGGGG holiday. ive done nothing much these few days so there's nothing much to update about. this post is crapppppy! haha im updating just cos ben tan asked me to. see im so nice right smelly(oh ben&smelly is the same person. just so you know la. hur)? i know you're so bored. so i decided to update for you. arent you honoured!?

hehs.
i love rainy&windy days! :D

okay let's see whats coming up.

1. my birthday! but im not excited. -.-
2. it's gonna be CHRISTMAS SOON~ but why havent the malls/where ever started putting up all the decorations?! ( THIS IM EXCITED! :D )

this post is really crappy. -.- oh well.

and i still havent found a job. hur. maybe im not fated to work yet. :D

BYEEEEE ALLL~ :D

2006-10-24T18:52:00.000-07:00

pic 1&2. we were cam whoring at janice's house. HAHA. there's MUCH more pics. but im lazy to upload. HAHA
MANYU. SAME BIRTHDAY! 9NOV. :D
in the canteen.
TAYTAY! haha. they said i looked happy. i was laughing la. thats why. HUR
KYLIE~ and the nice background behind.
with geog&ss teacher. MRS KOH! :D
F&N teacher. MDM TAN!

graduation's on friday 13 oct 2006. lol. was pretty boring la actually. oh well.

alright people. ive uploaded all the pictures. so if you want them find me on msn! sorry for the really long wait! cya all! haha

cant wait for tomorrow :)

2006-10-24T00:51:00.000-07:00

HELLO ALL! :D

i went SHOPPING TODAY&YESTERDAY! at the expo. for the metro expo sale. with amanda. susanna. mac. mark. iggy. daffy. eugene. haha and today again with AMANDA (GOOD SHOPPING PARTNER) and i bought SHOES+CHOCOLATES+PERFUME = VERY VERY HAPPY ME! :D

anyway. i was chatting with aloy (eh aloy. you should be honoured i'm putting your name here okay. haha!) and he is really really bored. haha so being the nice me. i chatted with him. HAHA.

this post is kinda crappy. oh well.

ohno! im hungry!

hey you! TAG MY BOARD WHEN YOU READ THIS POST OKAY! :D

nights all!

2006-10-17T03:37:00.000-07:00

INDOOR FUNCTION!
picture 1: aloy looks funny. hmmm. LOL
picture 2: the reason why i smiled without teeth is cos. i was eating mooncake.

i've changed blogskin. i think this one's nice. hahaha.

anyway. these few day's been boring and ~~emo~~. and there's nothing nice to update. im just so bored. HAHA

i want to work and earn money! anyone, care to reccomend me?

that's all for now. haha

LOVES! :D

2006-10-15T19:42:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a really emo day for me. no details. but those who were there to listen and having a great chat. THANKS ALOT ALOT :)

indoor function was okay. not too bad. games then food. it was actually suppose to be an ONLY LEGIONARIES-LEGION indoor function. but well. we had some visitors. then more came. so nevermind. since we alr had some visitors. okay whatever. i shall not carry on.

sunday was GREAT. woke up at 10. then left for legion meeting. i was late and i didnt have time to buy flowers. ha. then after meeting was lunch with amy,susanna,daffy at hougang mall. haha. then eugene came to "accompany" daffy. so amy, su and i had time to CHAT. yea. then after lunch. went back to church. suppose to go for YC. but was lazy. so i accompanied amy, daffy and eugene to the canteen. we sat down and play cards. we played tai dee(i dont know how to spell). then changed to bluff. and then shaun and aloy came. so we added another deck of cards. and started playing bluff again. then they left. (SHAUN'S A GREAT LIAR) tskkk. haha. then we played heart attack. we were laughing like alot. then GP came and we changed the game to some other game. i dont know what it's called. but it was REALLY fun. lol. DAFFY cant remember the name PAUL JAYA. damn funny. laughed till we teared. haha. the game's stressful. was perspiring. HAHA. okay and so i came home. not going for LSP. since it's at night.

guess that's all la. my blog's boring. no one's tagging. oh well.

sometimes
i need to feel security.
a sense of assurance.
after all that's happen or happening,
it's really hard to feel that.
esp when i know that.
it's not that i dont trust you or something.
its just those people ard you.
you know who they are.
and you never know,
what they're thinking,
or gonna do.

dont bother bout me.
i just need to say what i feel.
maybe i think too much.
but still. that's how i feel.
insecurity.

2006-10-06T19:39:00.000-07:00

i have decided to delete my other post. haha cos it's full of crap.

anyways. N's are OVER! and boy am i glad! i've been smiling since the examiner said: you all can leave now. hurhur. so it's time to catch up on my beauty sleep & having funn~ haha.

alright but those who still have papers.
ALL THE BEST!
it's ending really soon.

friday 13 oct. is graduation day. okay that's fast. very fast. im sec 4 alr and im almost leaving school. how sad yet happy. okay whatever. i think im damn crappy today.

I NEED TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE! like some animal wanting to be set free. but im not an animal.

okay i shall upload some photos for fun. haha

look at his blur face! <3

AMANDAAAAAA~

hello sister! haha

3 photos of me. i know. self obsessed. haha. whatever~

we were bored in class. so it's PHOTOTAKING TIME! :D

i look like i got depression.

you make my everyday a happy one :)

2006-09-27T07:59:00.000-07:00

my blog's quite boring. so maybe i shall stop blogging till after 6/10. and yes thats the date of my last paper :D well actually. no one kinda reads my blog la. hurhur.

okay let's see what's there to update.

I'VE FINALLY CUT MY HAIR! at twister at hougang mall. the place is nice. and the price is affordable. so yea. i guess if im going to cut my hair again i'll go back to that place. haha

sunday: went to church for children's mass. just a really normal/boring sunday anyway.
monday: i had a math test. well it isnt quite counted a test cos everyone was asking ard.
tuesday: i skipped school. not on purpose. you might say, RIGHT... so here's the funny story.

tuesday morning. i was dreaming about something. and the scene in my dream is exactly same as where i was in the morning. which is my room. yea. then i dreamt that i told my dad i was not going to school. and he said okay. so i continued my dream.which i thought it that it was what that was happening in real life. i didnt know it was a dream. haha. funny. then real life. my dad woke me up. asking me if im going to school. and i thought i told him im not going to school alr. so well in a half dreamy mood. i said no im not going.

there you go. haha that's the weird story. and what was happening in my dream shall not be revealed. :)

wednesday: today's school was quite a bore. had math and recess then f&n. but in between. haha i started taking alot of pictures. really funny/fun pictures. cos my phone can take multi shots. haha. had much fun with it. looking at the pictures make me wanna laugh. if i can get it on the com i'll show you. haha.

i guess im skipping school on friday again. boring shit. LOL. and MONDAY it's the beginning of N levels. wish me luck. and PRAY FOR ME TOO!

and of course, i'll pray for all of you too.

ohyes. 4a2. the price for the wind breaker is $24. please pay to me BY monday. also please STAY BACK after the papers to try the sizes. thanks. :)

here's the back design for the wind breaker.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARKIE BRO! :D

guess that's all for now. take care all.

2006-09-21T11:45:00.000-07:00

4A2 class wind breaker.
PRICE: $25 ( CONFIRMED! )

we are using 5 colours, that is: red, gold, sliver,white and yellow. the price is VERY reasonable.

the design in front is YOUR NAME and ANY NUMBER FROM 1 to 99. we have alr done up the back design. that one is confirmed.

EXAMPLE: ( for the front )

NAME'09

the name & number will be in GOLD & CAPITAL LETTERS.

PLEASE TELL ME WHETHER YOU WANT TO BUY THE WIND BREAKER ASAP.(send to my email or friendster message or call/sms me.) thanks. ALSO PLEASE STATE DOWN HOW YOU WANT YOUR NAME TO LOOK LIKE ON THE WIND BREAKER AND ALSO THE NUMBER.

THANKS! :D

please check your
NAME, whether it's spelled correctly or spelled the way you want.
NUMBER, if it's the correct number you picked or if you want to change it.
SIZE. ( about how big the sizes look like. we will check again. but give the size you think you want. )

GUO WEI'26
L
QING'19
L
JANICE'11

KHAIRAH'13
M
MARINAH'03
M
WANG ZI'08
L
SEOKKEE'12
L
JOAN'07
L
SHERMAN'06
L
KYLIE'00
L
JAMIE'21
M
AMANDA'01
L
VINCENT'09
L
CAMILLA'90
L
FADHULI'69
L
WEI JUN'15
L
JESSICA'39
L
KHAIRI'17
XL
ANTHONY'24
L
MAO'91
XL
WEI SHUO

PING'99
L
HOUSON'14
L
JORDAN'30
L
CHARMAINE'28
M
DELPHINE'56
L
MANKOMIN'27
M

2006-09-12T13:17:00.000-07:00

FEAST DAY DINNER PICTURES! the majority of it is here. the rest havent uploaded yet. the link!so quickly grab your photos! =/ lol
http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/blue_colourz/album?.dir=ae1bscd&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/blue_colourz/my_photos

have fun!

SCHOOL'S FREAKING BORING! going to school everyday is just a total waste of time la! there's no lessons! the teachers dont even go to class. school's quite dumb. they should just let us stay at home and study. but nevermind. cos there's a new schedule coming out. everyday we need to go to school for ard 2 to 3 hours. every day different lessons. well this would be sooo much better. yea. anyway. cya all!

2006-09-08T10:15:00.000-07:00

im damn bored! and i have to do some thing to stop me from thinking too much. yeaa. so photos taken during youth mass & feast day. hahaha.

FEAST DAY!

HARDWORKING EH. haha

BIMBO! :D

nice hair! haha

cool hair there. haha

stall name!

:D

TATTTTTOOOOOO. hahahaha.

we look happy! lalalala

YOUTH MASS!

flying kisses!

legion guys. hmmmm what's with the action. haha

L for LEGION!

BIMBO SHIFU! whateverrrrrr.

funny angle. thanks to abriel! hehs

ALOY!

HELLO KURT!

smelly brother!

YO SISTER!

:D

done! haha. im going for tuition soon. then its stand by me practise! and back to STUDYING againnnnn. haha. cyaa!

~~i hate that super insecure feeling.~~
what if what if. oh nevermind.
im shaking terribly inside me.
i never wanted to feel this way
but im sorry. it has happened.
i know im not suppose to feel this way
or think this way at all.
but it's just that.
i feel very insecure.
its just that everytime when you tell me those words
i feel glad. and confident
then after awhile it just isnt the case
and i just feel. insecure.
i think you know why.
it's not that im doubting or anything
nevermind.
sorry. really sorry.
i guess its just what's happening around me
that's why im like this.
sorry. once again.

2006-09-08T09:55:00.000-07:00

it's alr 12 plus! recently i've been sleeping really really late. haha i missed the last bus today. for the first time! haha. anyways. here's the links for the pictures taken during feast day and youth mass.

FEAST DAY!
http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/blue_colourz/album?.dir=1310scd&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/blue_colourz/my_photos

YOUTH MASS!
http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/blue_colourz/album?.dir=490escd&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/blue_colourz/my_photos

okay! im done here! gonna sleep. haha. there's STAND BY ME PRACTISE TOMORROW! for the feast day dinner! cya all!

tonight was great. and only 2 people knows why :D dont bother asking me anything la. i wont tell. hahaha. love!

2006-09-06T19:48:00.000-07:00

haha i just woke up! and im here to update. cos apparently. only now then the internet connects.
so that's why im taking like super long to update. it's cos my wireless connector keeps having problems. finally now im using my dad's profile to update.

anyway past few days were GREAT!

youthmass&funfair! haha youthmass was HIGH! i love high people. haha. the pics arent with me yet. i'll upload the pics asap people! funfair! our stall was HOUSE OF ART! we did henna, tattoo, bodypaint, glitter art. haha. we had quite a number of customers. lol. business was GOOD! that's about it la. there's nothing much to blog about. but i'll re-blog when the pictures are here. haha.

then there's N's on monday 4/9 & tuesday5/9.

monday was chinese. haha. the compo&letter writing was not really easy. i think i wrote crap. then it was paper 2. i think it was good cos i could understand most of it! haha. even the compre was a breeze for me. haha. i hope the results come out to be the same.

tuesday was chi listening at 8. then ss paper at 2. okay weird timings but that gave us time to study at least. okay so i studied northern ireland & sri lanka. and i took the last few days to burn midnight oil just to study that. and HAHA. it didnt come out for n. WTH! most people in my school studied that. and when they saw the paper they went :HUH NO NORTHERN IRELAND LEH! and all their expression was the WTH type. LOL. so i spent 1 hours on source based and the rest on structured. cos i know i would fail structured. haha. source base was quite easy for me. anyway. after the exam everyone's mood was very bad. for those who studied northern ireland. oh well. it's over alr.

4a2 people! ss is over! work hard on the rest of the subjects! we're all gonna work hard together and be better than the other 2 classes eh? haha. take care all.

I LOVE HIGH PEOPLE! SO BE HIGH OR VERY VERY HIGH WHEN YOU SEE ME! hahahaha! LOVE LOTSA!

2006-08-24T15:03:00.000-07:00

i changed blogskin AGAIN. i know. cos many say they have problems coming in to my blog. haha. it's FLOWERS again. i seem to like flowers ALOT :D

anyway today went to school. and we had an excursion that we werent told about. and luckily today i didnt bring my heavy books. oh well we went to some international culinary school. at chinatown point. haha that school has a LONG name. cant remember. nvm well we went to the kitchens. had some food made by the students. then went for talks. kinda boringggggg. and then the place they make cocktail and the one with out alcohol. i suddenly forgot the name. haha. anyway the person made 2 drinks and the whole class shared. yeapp the drinks were not bad. then time to go back to school. we skipped firedrill! haha wheeeee. no need to sit under the SCORCHING HOT sun! anyway went to check F&N paper. the results were not satisfying. cos i merely passed. 19.5/40. the other 60 marks is coming from the coursework. hopefully i get MUCH better results. so far passed. math. chi and f&n. failed SCI expectingly. =/

okay my dad wants to use the com. haha. cya all!

2006-08-18T22:37:00.000-07:00

PRELIMS ARE OVER! and i am so glad :D cos most of the papers i manage to leave the most 3 blanks EXCEPT science which odviously i am not planning to pass. haha. i left like HALF of the paper blank. okay whatever. i think i'm getting emo. nah i'll be happy :D

PICTURES! how i spent NATIONAL DAY EVE :D some american basketballers came to our school to compete. the match was good. haha. they were TALL! and our school boys were just shorter. much shorter infact. like giant and dwarf. haha. so they called the ex students back to play cos they were taller. oh well. haha. see for yourself how TALL they are. :D

there you go. get what i mean by TALL? haha. no.11 is cute! XD

charmaine's preference; NO.1

NO.11! i think he'c cuter than no.1 HAHA.

and then for lunch went out with AMANDA. SUSANNA. DAFFY DUCK. MARCUS CHUA. met jo. haha. then IGGY & ALOY were late. haha and UNCLE CHEAM! yea ate gelare ice cream! GOOD i must say. haha. and then we went for tripartite bbq.

they blinked.

and blinked~ i guess it's just the flash. haha

BIMBO!

we had great time laughing and bullying iggy! haha. he so cute and fun to bully. HAHAH

that's all for now. i hope my prelim marks will be good. if not i think i'll cry. really would except for science. HAHA. i feel the urgh to go out!

i feel you're so fake. oh what the hell. im not gonna think anything about it. dont ask me anything people.

cya anyway!

2006-08-12T22:26:00.000-07:00

PRELIM TIME! oh what the hell. haha. but first paper was chinese. and im so so so proud to announce I COULD UNDERSTAND MOST OF IT! even chi compo was easy! for me la. lol. cos i picked the question about hp. some pros and cons la. lol. since i did it for an eng compo before i just kinda translated it. haha im so happy :D

today had boring tuition. and then i went OUT! SHOPPING~ which makes me extra extra happy :D:D i bought some blue top. and it looks NICE! duh it looks nice right. if not why i buy. im so crappy! hahahaha. I LOVE SHOPPING! iggy said he tempted me about shopping. haha. maybe he did. but i still love him! and jasmine! and everyone else! hahahhaa

tomorrow's SUNDAY! which means I CAN GET MY HUGS! and boy do i love SUNDAYS! cos they mean extra extra LOVE! ahahahha. im so crappy but i love hugs&sundays! hahaha. i seem really happy today. must be the shopping! hahahhahaha(see what i mean?) good night! :D

2006-08-09T17:31:00.000-07:00

okay i so dont like this. day by day im getting more and more emo. such a bad BAD time to get all emo.

so yesterday was the tripartite camp bbq. well it was okayyyyy la. not really fun. but i got my HUGS :D which is a GOOD thing. then time passed. had a really good chat with jo. and well she totally understands me. =) i love her so much! and then amanda, susanna and amy walked over. and they saw me tearing. oh well. chatted awhile more. then went to talk about something happier. then time passed. and i was emo again. went over to talk to amanda, aloy and luke. haha. talked more to aloy la. since the other 2 were talking. haha. and susanna came. and i started jumping and running and going crazy. just trying to make myself high and not get too emo. and i SUCCEEDED! lol. then my emo-ness came back AGAIN. but i kinda didnt bother about it. haha.soon i forgot about it and from 9 plus i was just chatting and chatting with people. and then we chatted till 11 plus.

lol. i think i had great fun with these people. the last few people that were still there. haha let's name them, since im bored. so here goes! =/ haha
AMANDA. SUSANNA. JO. AMY. DAFFY DUCK! ALOY. IGGY. MANUEL.

today's national day! and after yesterday's performance in school. i suddenly feel so in love with singapore. as in MORE in love with singapore. :D yeaaa. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! but yesterday's parade was sucha disappointment. forget it la. kylie's going to do something. and today im having POPIAH party! HAHAHA.

cant wait for sunday! cos till then i wont be getting any hugs yet. haha. i miss my hugs already!

i guess i'll update the photos when i have them. =) for now. take care! lotsaaaa love all! :D:D:D

2006-08-07T06:50:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is national day celebrations. and it's the first time i will not be in the parade. cos normally people will be watching me. and now it's my turn to watch them! right SEOK KEE & KYLIE! fun fun fun! short post for fun. LOL. bye! happy national day!

tomorrow going for GELARE icecream with amanda, susanna, andrea, aloy, marcus,iggy and maybe some others. lazy to type out! and then BBQ! yayy! lol

TAKECARE!

2006-07-31T20:12:00.000-07:00

so it's 10 days more to prelims. time flies really really fast. i dont think im that prepared yet. =/ but anyway the dates!

starting with
friday,11aug.MOTHER TONGUE.
monday,14aug.ENGLISH
tuesday,15aug.MATH paper1 & GEOG
wednesday,16aug.MATH paper 2 & SS
thursday,17aug.PHYSICS & CHEM
friday,18aug.FOOD&NUTRITIONS

there you go. all the prelim dates. sigh sigh sigh. and i'm so going to miss my sister! she is going to the U alr! and she'll be staying in the hostel! crap! and i'll be all alone in my room. no one to talk to. and soon i'll be so quiet. so you people better love me more. if not i'll feel so UNLOVE. haha. i'm so crappy.

today's my daddy's birthday sooooooo
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

and now studies HERE I COME! :D(must act happy. so i got mood to study) lol. im so super crappy! bye for now!

2006-07-27T19:17:00.000-07:00

my week's been boring. cos i've been coughing and sneezing my way thru. oh well. i guess im much much happier nowadays. haha. and the reason is... YOU. :D im just crapping. haha. car wash was fun! i didnt really do much though. washed afew cars and got splashed by accidently. but i was waiting for that anyway. HAHA. :D and I GOT TANN! YAYY! haha. first a little burnt then the burnt went off and i stayed with the tan. cool crap! haha. school's pretty much the same. just that my chinese n level oral was yesterday. and well. IT'S SO MUCH BETTER THAN I EXPECTED! i could read most words and understand it. also could understand the questions asked! i'm so amazed! so no more orals for now. yayy! good luck to all taking their oral soon! also those having common tests. hahaha. okayyy so it's ONE week plus left to prelims. shitass. i'm feeling rather rather stress. but i doubt anyone's reading my blog. boring thing. i'll probably just suddenly leave it alone for weeks. :D nahhh i rather not. hahaha.

the BIG HEART! :D im in the middle! hahahaha

carwash! lovely trio&the bimbo! much love!

study hard people and we'll all go to sec5! i feel really crappy. haha. CYA!

2006-07-22T06:27:00.000-07:00

of all times i have to fall sick NOW. URGH!URGH!URGH! URGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! yes im pissed. i am so pissed. but what can i do. URGH! i want to go for car wash! wash car and get people wet! but i cant! instead i have to flood myself with water and telling people DO NOT WET ME. cos. IM SICK. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! wthwthwthwthwth! and newest news. my mum says i might have stomach flu. cos today i so happily visited the toilet 6 times. and tomorrow. its HELLO DOCTOR AGAIN! hahaha.

forget it! if im not well on monday. i dont want to go to school. HAHAHA. super cool crap. and then again on tuesday. but i cant on wednesday. cos i got freaking CHINESE ORAL. thats so nice. i think i'll stammer myself thru. and look soso blur when they ask me anything. hahaha. i hate chinese. and i dislike my chinese teacher even more. hahaha. meaning. CHINESE SUCK. yea. hahahahahaha. whatever.

i think my post today is so negative. hahahaha. i think im going for car wash. haha. maybe i'll visit the doc before carwash. and eat all the medicine and be a super good girl. hurhur.

i'm still happy. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2006-07-18T17:21:00.000-07:00

what a good time to start coughing. crappy idiot. oh well. COUGH COUGH COUGH.

anyway school's been really stressful recently. like flooded with homeworks. oh man. we're like really tired. and they say. nevermind. just these few weeks. soon it'll be over. and you can enjoy. i dont think i can do that. as in dont bother about it. but i dont have a choice if i want to do well. haha. so im going to work real hard! and hopefully i remember all i study! wahahahaha. today had 2.4run. lol. i failed by 3 mins! haha. but thats cos i walked the last 2 rounds k! lol. nevermind. going to run again on thursday. this time i'm going to do my best! HAHAHAHAH.

i'm getting sick of my blogskin. yuck.

3 weeks to prelims. time really flies.

2006-07-12T03:44:00.000-07:00

SELLING NATIVITY FEAST DAY COUPONS! $5 EACH!

come and support the church! buy from me please! THANK YOU SO MUCH! :)

anyway. oral was bad. really bad. i hope i do well enough. PLEASE! okay. i stunned at the questions. and the passage. i couldnt see the words properly. cos it was in a plastic folder and it had reflection! damnit! oh well it's over. i cant do much. except for praying.

haha. i love IGGY & JASMINE! haha my ultimate motivation for studying.
and AMANDA! hahaha. my caring best senior! i know you're so touched! hahahaha.
thanks for flooding! and adding to the love! please add more! hahahah

i like this pic! it's nice! during tripartite! hahaha. take care!

2006-07-09T16:16:00.000-07:00

i'm emo. soso emo. really really emo. and i dont know why. funny isnt it. i think too much. really alot. alot. it sucks. nevermind. i'll just get someone i can really really trust and talk alot to that person. yeap. i might be suffering from rubbish. shant say.
i dont know. but please if you're reading this. pray for me please. of course i hope not la. and if you're really close to me and really trustable i might tell you what's happening. but actually i myself dont really know either. you can try asking me yea. i really hope im not. anyway. let's move on to something happier!

yesterday was my nephew's 2 years old birthday party. we totally didnt feel welcome. but who cares we're already there. so there were like so many toddlers and one really handsome little boy. awww. he's so cute and handsome! CHARMING. and of course my nephew's cute. soso adorable. he's so sweet la. when the charming boy was going home. and his mum ask him to hug my mum. cos she entertained him. then he went on to hug my nephew's mum. then my nephew like moved and hugged him. that scene was soso sweet and heartwarming! hahahaha. yeap. and i just recieved a testimonial from IGGY! lol. it's funny and crazy! yea. he loves me. HAHAH

everybody loves you okay. CAMMMMIIILLLLAi also love you! wooo HAHAHAso much love flying around.lalalala

part of what he typed. so sweet. LOL. okay tomorrow's oral!
and i love these people to bits. let's name them. (KYLIE i'm doing the same thing as you. but i didnt copy. cos i wrote it in my diary some day.) haahha MOVE ON! in random order......

AMANDA!
she's the sweetest ever senior! she's so nice. so caring. so everything. really someone you can like confide in. and of course she'll give you the advices. haha. im so lucky. oh man that's like mushy. nevermind. i still wanna say I LOVE YOU AMANDA! :D

SUSANNA!
she's nice! haha. good secret keeper! and also can talk to her! haha. ultimate good senior! even though she likes to do that BLINKING thing to me. but i still love you! hahaha

MACRINA!
JIE! haha. she was the one who stood by me and like can tell im sad or whatever. really quickly. haha. funny and nice! wheeeeee. i love you jie! :D

MARCUS CHUA!
haha. i dont wanna say anything. cos i know alot of people will be reading this. but if not for you i think my life would be dull. take care. and of course. hahah i'll tell you this some other time. :D

IGGY!
hahha. my newest buddy! so super crazy on msn! and likes bullying me. but i still love you! hahaha. always entertaining me with the SUPER HIGH WHEEEE AND LALALALA. hahahahha.

JASMINE!
you're just so sweet! i love you!

and now to school people. still in random order......
KYLIE!
my super long buddy! haha. though we have quarrelled alot. but we always manage to quickly resolve them. yeap. and you're the bestest friend i found. you tolerated my nonsense and stuff. but still staying with me. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

SEOK KEE!
hahaha. the SINGING teacher! and really hardworking also. hahaha. i love you so much!

i think that's about it la. hahaha. i dont know who to name alr. but if i've left you out. it's not that you're not important. it's just that i cant type all. oh and. i'm sorry people if i ever make you angry or whatsoever. but i still love you people!

I LOVE THE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE! :D

TAKE CARE! :D :D :D

2006-07-06T19:48:00.000-07:00

NCC DAY!

the morning!

the whole gang! :D

our gloves looks WOW.

the DAO & SERIOUS face.

haha. the rifle dropped.

last photo for the day. haha. =)

N levels oral is on MONDAY, 10 JULY! wish me luck~
take care people! oh and GOOD LUCK TO THOSE TAKING THE ORAL SOON! :D

2006-06-30T17:15:00.000-07:00

okay so tomorrow is NCC day. but we celebrated it earlier. and it's like our second last parade. last would be passing out. how time flies. to think that few years back we were sec 1. always bitching on how we hated the ma'ams, sirs and of course trainings. we almost quitted together. but we hanged on until today. we survived all those really tough trainings; so different from what our juniors are going thru. ours was much worser, since we are the PIONEER batch. and if i remember correctly our very first parade. most probably the HS OFFICIAL OPENING CEREMONY. yea. the teachers were really really shocked to see our standard. and kept comparing us with NPCC. and they said we were as good as the sec 3 NPs. and every parade we would be there. practising for the parade and all. and as time pass. we would have more and more juniors though it cannot be compared to the NP's. but we have many more things than them. even better infact. and in sec 1 GUYS&GIRLS were like sisters&brothers. and as we moved on some things changed. and we eventually became. hi bye friends. but now i think we're starting to talk more and more. and it's a good thing! okay. im getting emo. soon it'll be POP. i think that day. i MIGHT cry. might. haha

and now i just wanna say i LOVE the people in ncc.

ESPECIALLY the PART D GIRLS.from sec 1 to now. all that we've gone thru together; the love, the togetherness, the hard times, the fun&funny times, everything - in short, is just irreplaceable.

and hopefully we'll continue to keep in touch.
NCC; love always.

that was kinda emo. sorry yea.

school's been quite okay. lessons are not that boring anymore with my new teachers. actually just english. haha physics and chem. it'ss till boring. and i didnt change my chinese teacher. nevermind la. i LOVE PE! esp with MR FERNANDEZ! haha. and also GEOG&SS. same teacher. and F&N an ENGLISH. seems like i prefer school much more now. soon it'll be prelims then N levels. really SOON. like 5 weeks to prelims and 7 to 8 weeks to N levels. i gotta study real hard. haha. yeap. SUSANNA & MAC coming to watch soccer!

my life's been great esp with you. =)

2006-06-26T19:15:00.000-07:00

BBQ on SATURDAY 24 JUNE 2006! SUPER FUN! haha. i guess it's the last outing or get together. oh well. i had SO MUCH FUN! and i wasnt drunk! i could walk straight!
anyway. PICTURES! super crazy & so much fun! haha.

WE GIRLS! :)

JO & BEN!

JO & AMY!

funny faces.

angela!

annabel looks retarted. HAHA. grapes in her nose.

WHIPPED CREAM! HAHAHAHA

JANESSA!

TRUTH/DARE/REPEAT/PROMISE. =)

the 3 above. are the forfeith. HAHA!

=) potato was nice. LOL.

SPARKLES!

HMMMMMMM.....

MARCUS TAN!

MARK KOH! hey you should be honoured you're on my blog and not asking me to pay you money! HAHHA

after drinking. mark was HIGH! haha.

MY BEST BUD! BEATRICE! :)

ALOY DIDI & ZAC KORKOR! haha. i wasnt drunk! zac sent me home anyway. he's nice! haha. THANK YOU ZAC KORKOR! HAHA.

anyway school has started. today was kinda slacking off la. we got a new timetable. and i changed 4 teachers. ENGLISH. CHINESE. PHYSICS & CHEMISTRY. eng&chi we got better teachers. more strict. GOOD GOOD! haha. physics and chem. not too bad. yea. school's still boring anyway. take care!

2006-06-23T14:38:00.000-07:00

HAHA. TODAY'S A BORING DAY! lol. was chatting with MARK KOH. JASMINE & IGGY. is like the only entertainment for now. HAHA. so boring la. haha. mark koh is damn lame la. haha. but funny! and jasmine. SSSI! ahaha. amanda and i are gonna do somemore SSSI tonight! haha. and iggy. as we chat and chat. suddenly NATIVITY came out. and WE BOTH LOVE NATIVITY SOSO MUCH! haha. i bet everyone else loves NATIVITY TOO! haha. only that we have YOU KNOW WHO LA. haha. okay i think that's the end of this post. it's some crappy stuff. haha. yup. today's a boring day. really. haha. msn is having some problem. people just keeps signing IN & OUT. and appearing offline but still able to chat. so rubbish. oh well. it's getting better now. haha

I LOVE NATIVITY! :DD
WE LOVE NATIVITY! :DD
EVERYBODY LOVES NATIVITY! :DD

haha i'm crappy!

2006-06-22T00:10:00.000-07:00

TRIPARTITE CAMP WAS AWESOME! lol. really great! had MUCH fun & laughter & joy! sigh. how i miss camp! oh well. it's over. haha. from the 2 camps i went. i must say.

I LOVE CHURCH CAMPS! :DD

PICTURES! (i think the pics are big. haha. too lazy to resize smaller.)

presenting. TRIPARTITE CAMP!

crazy night! so much fun! haha. high on ICE CREAM & WANG ZAI NIU NAI!

last day :( GIRLS DORM!

US :)

sebby FLICK IT! haha the crazy BIMBOS & HIMBO!

SHE'S MY SIS. I'M HER SIS :DD

my uncle ben! & BIMBO! haha.

1 2 3 4 5.

gaying. HILARIOUS!

MARK BRO!

next. CONFIRMATION! :DDD!

the morning. we look pretty! :)

ALL CONFIRMATANTS!

ME! :D

eugene must be thinking how pretty i look. =/ haha.

ARCHBISHOP!

class 4-3!

GIRLS OF 4-3! :)

FAMILY! <3s! href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank">
LOVELOVELOVE THEM!

3 good friends!

PRESENTS!

done. that's all. haha. i love TRIPARTITE CAMP! and I'M CONFIRMED! take care all!

2006-06-12T18:36:00.000-07:00

GUESS WHAT!? TOMORROW'S THE TRIPARTITE CAMP! HAHAHA! I'M SOSO VERY EXCITED! YAYYY! HAHA

CAMP
CAMP
CAMP
CAMP
CAMP
CAMP
CAMP
CAMP
CAMP
CAMP

you can tell how excited i am! lol. TAKECARE!

ps: tomorrow & next day (12&13 june) social studies lesson is cancelled! cos Mrs Koh is sick! lessons start on thursday & friday (22 & 23 june)

2006-06-09T08:54:00.000-07:00

holiday's been really boring.and well i've been studying from the 2nd week onwards. i'm HARDWORKING you see. =/ haha. next week is tripartite camp! haha. i'm excited. time passes so slowly. GRR! anyway here's some pictures!

waiting for the bus to go AMOY QUEE camp! to watch my juniors pass out! =D

LENA. posing for my camera. haha

while waiting.

actually we were teaching those behind me to salute properly. but something happened :D

FINALLY. here they are. the new SGTS!

OUR GIRLS.

we went to take neoprints. and we used a different camera to POSE! :D

i havent recieved the neoprints from kylie. there'll be another picture update soon. for now enjoy! :)

YAYY! i just cut my hair! haha. i want a new blogskin! someone find one HAPPY one for me please? haha. i'm getting happier day by day. :DDDDDD

2006-05-30T23:40:00.000-07:00

my nephew

eating BA ZHANG!

he's smart! he can prounounce quite a number of words.

the shy one.

GOAL! :D

i LOVE that nephew! super adorable!

my other nephew (: haha. i feel old. i'm an AUNT. =/

:)

i think Paul Twohill is cute! :DD

okay here's a funny convo between ME, SEOK KEE & CHARMAINE. in the bus last night

me: charmaine you got dimple?

she smiles.

me: okay you dont have. seok kee got. you ask her to let you see.

charmaine: okay.

then she ask out loud.

charmaine: SEOK KEE YOU GOT NIPPLE MAH?

we burst out laughing. haha. and the uncle behind Seok kee smiled at charmaine. haha. that was really funny! and charmaine ask again. purposely of course.

that was our short convo. but we laughed so much. haha. charmaine is SOSO BLUR. haha. yupp/

2006-05-25T21:56:00.000-07:00

life's been terrible for the past few days. eversince parents meet. i couldnt smile like before. all i remeber was those tears. my life crashed when you said those words. all you ever did was just to compare. comparing all day. non stop. you'll never know how hurt i am. NEVER!

and well i guess not many people would ever understand me. so well. it's no point complaining or doing anything. last night while thinking of those words i heard this song. and it gave me quite alot of encouragement.

Hero
Mariah Carey

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away, hey yeah
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

2006-05-10T20:32:00.000-07:00

PRACTICAL TEST! i cooked all my own k! XD

wow.

SK ENJOYING WHAT I COOKED!

she loves me and my food so much she wants to KISS me. aww. =/

that's kylie. she's cleaning her very messy room. and she took like 2 hours? just to clear her table and cupboard. TSK TSK

we were bored.

about to leave. haha i think i look like some kid!

acting cute.

acting errrr?

acting dao. haha

HMMS.

KISSES FOR ALL! XOXOXO. LMAO!

2006-05-03T05:52:00.000-07:00

okay. first the almost lose voice thing in the morning. then the bad running nose. and the really nice time when i was fine. until when school was gonna end. it slowly came back. slowly slowly. until i reach home. it started to be worse. MY THROAT HURTS! REAL BAD. best of all. there's english oral tomorrow. how LUCKY! oh i just wih for that period of time when i'm reading and having the convo. i will not have the sore throat! GOD HELP ME!

okay monday i'm having my F&N practical. and i'm not prepared. like WTH! i told the teacher i wasnt prepared. and then she didnt care. oh well. i'm either gonna fail or just pass. oh well. i'm gonna practise TWICE. YAYY. haha.

AMANDA! :)

WE!

<3s <3s <3s!

AC!

US. LEGION! :DD

2006-04-24T00:19:00.000-07:00

i'm stupid.
i'm brainless.
i'm retarted.
i'm crazy.
i'm mad
i'm useless.
i'm careless.
i'm unlucky.

there's more than those. you might say it's one of those days i'm depressed. yes i am. i am very very depressed. so what? no one cares.

i've flunked or will flunk almost all of my subjects. you say. it's okay. next time would be better, yes i know. but it's not the next time that matters. it's this time. i've studied. i've been attentive during lessons. i've copied whatever i need to. and WHY THE HELL do i still get those types of marks. it's not fair. NOT FAIR AT ALL! i've tried. i really did. i even studied. but why why why is it that i get those marks. i hate it! I HATE IT. it's like those who sleep in class. dont listen. dont copy are like getting MUCH better. they can still pass. i hate this. and now when my parents see my results. what will they say? as usual. well no matter what i get. i will never please them. forget it. i feel like screaming. but i gotta keep it all in me.

it's one of those days when:
ihatemyself.
ihatemyself.
ihatemyself.
ihatemyself.
ihatemyself.
ihatemyself.
ihatemyself.
ihatemyself.
ihatemyself.
ihatemyself.

no one really cares.
i might be suffering from depression.

deceptions.

2006-04-20T16:07:00.000-07:00

do you sometimes wonder what life is all about? do you dometimes wonder where you came from? do you wonder where you are going after you die? wondering whether there is a life after death? do you ever question if God really loves you and is he watching over you? do you ever wonder whether or not there is a God who created you and this world and all that is in it? have you ever thought why there is so much sorrow and suffering int he world? did you ever ask yourself if there is real, true happiness in life for you? do you wonder if there is any way that you can call on God to help you overcome your troubles and worries and problems?

well if you do wonder about these things then you will learn that God loves you. he does care what happens to you. God does wants you to be well, prosperous and happy.

I MAY ALWAYS KNOW GOD LOVES ME.
Dear God above, Thou art mighty over all the earth and all the sea and all the heavens and all that in them is. Thou seest all and knowest all.
And yet, Dear God, mighty as Thou art, I know that Thou lookest down upon me with eyes filled of love and friendliness and of understanding. I can see Thy dear, kind face smiling there!
For Thou art my father. Thou lovest me and Thou watcheth over me. This i know dear God, and i thank Thee with all my heart.
Please , dear Father above, help me always to have this child-like trust and faith in Thee. Whenever times are dark and troubled, whenever i am afraid or hurt, help me to remember that Thou art there to help me.
Help me, Father to understand Thy laws of Life and to live by them always - for i know, dear God if i do, then thou will reward me with all the glorious health and happiness all the joys and abundance of blessings that are Thy will for me and for all Thy children.
In the name of Thy love for me, Dear Father, and in tge name of Thy blessed son, Jesus Christ, I ask it.
- Amen

okay if you're wondering what's above. it's a prayer. cos maybe some people feel that God doesnt love them or something. you can pray for others too. :) i read it from a book. and i thought it's kinda meaningful. so here it is. okay back to studying f&n! that's so super boring. well it's the last paper anyway. STUDY HARD! =)

2006-04-16T22:32:00.000-07:00

ash wednesday. LENT. maundy thursday. good friday and EASTER SUNDAY!

jesus christ is risen today. ALLELUIA!=) happy easter all! lol. the night's weather's great for sleeping! haha. morning was extremely cold. late morning and aftertoon was HOT HOT HOT! and night's cool! yayy! =/ haha. anyway. had the easter carnival in church. free food&games. legion's stall was crash cans. haha. not too bad. just that we had to keep picking the balls up and stacking up the cans. luckily we had NICE parents to help up and my FF. beside our stall but of course we lost some balls. haha. luckily we had the BROTHERS of some and of course ourselves to help pick the balls up. haha. okay then i was like kinda mesmerized by this young boy. haha. i wont say who it is. cos MANY of you people from church knows him! cos he's the bro of someone. LOL. well HE SMILED AT ME! :DD haha.

geog test tmr and. i've not studied! LOL. i couldnt put anything into my brains. i am too sleepy! haha. i will definately flunk.
combined science and combined humans. but i've tried to study for both! haha. but i guess it didnt work. oh well. better start studying for N's! i'll upload the pictures some other time.
for now i'll be going to sleep and dreaming of that mesmerizing smile. haha. NOT LUST. just mesmerized. =) GOOD NIGHT ALL!

2006-04-13T11:32:00.000-07:00

okay physics paper is a sure fail! lol. didnt study and also was too tough. lol. practically everyone left it blank. haha. still got 3 more papers. STUDY STUDY STUDY! lol. pictures update.

international friendship day. costumes&more costumes. lol

yana.me.joyce

english princess

keith! :)

i love mai!

jia li & keith. haha.

best of luck for those taking exams& test!

2006-04-06T20:02:00.000-07:00

english paper today. SA1! i think i'm so gonna fail it la. the composition was tough! 6 titles. like dont even know how to start and slowly write. but i did it eventually! yay. okay next paper2. was tougher than paper1! the close passage. didnt really understand. left 2 blanks. and then compre. passage B! OMG. didnt even understand the passage and the questions! WTH! i am so dead. summary. so crazy. couldnt be that bothered. but finished it anyway. hopefully a miracle happens! tmr's sports day! SEAN&BERNARD's running! good luck both! must win okay! oh ya. cher, kylie, sean and kokwee running for NCC! so i will definately give my utmost support! i LOVE ALL WHO ARE RUNNING! lol. i miss my son! XD.

2006-03-28T23:58:00.000-08:00

sentosa with the girls. super funn. haha. sun tanning. sun tanning oil. hot burning sand. beach volleyball and so on. haha. burnt! i was slightly burnt. luckily. lol. some pictures. =)

after tanning&swimming. =)

i was suppose to look like a mother that was happy or sth. photographer: KYLIE TAN. haha.

nice pose! good photographer skills! lol.

beautiful. dont you think so?

BURNT! x)

on the way back to hougang.

charmaine. :)

affirmation ceremony. kinda cool la. sigh we missed ours during sec 1 cos of SARS. DAMNIT! lol. but nvm. at least i went this time. haha. the whole thing was alright la. not too bad. not boring at least. pictures again! enjoy fellow readers.

kylie said i looked like a sec one. haha. super cool.

that's the real sec 1. smally junior. RAZIMI. lol

so cool! i love ncc! =)

2006-03-21T18:49:00.000-08:00

today's the second day of school after the holidays. super bored. more pressure. more stress. more homework. more and more. sa1's in the fourth week. all the teachers are rushing. it's just damn sian. okay enough of school. NCC. soso la. lol the part b's STINK! after their tough training by chun han! YAYYY! lol. pretty alright. except for afew. yep. the part a's were cute! esp razime. lol. i dont know how to spell his name. it's alright. ahaha. that small lil boy. ahhaha crapped with son after training. he said he's gonna sponsor me $5 for my hair cut! YAYY! lol. i know he's joking la. but at least i was happy. okay. mr lim said if we have to go for training we got to wear no4. i bet the part c's complained. they think they are so big huh? always comparing&complaining about us. comeon. we alr went thru SPECIALIST & SENIOR SPEC (for some) course. we got our ranks alr! they dont even respect us. they respect our ranks. IDIOT. whatever part c's.

i wanna cut my hair real badly! hahahha. i miss spending time with amanda. lol. spent it with her for 3 days during the holidays! lol. WHEEEEEEEEEE. i'm so happy! :) cya all.

2006-03-13T11:50:00.000-08:00

career's day. dressed up for it. met joan, samantha, kylie, yuanqing, shuxian, xuhua, li khim, charmaine, janice, SK, delphine. headed to school. we were late but no late slip. lol. went to AVA room. all of us were scared to go in. then went to swensen! haha. after eating we went to play pool&bowling! haha. went to watch the fashion fever thing. kinda boring. haha. then headed to chomp chomp. ate stingray*kangkong. YUM! lol. at the 2 bus stops we like laughing alot. haha. HILARIOUS. love that group totally. bus came and reached home.

before the course started.

after the course ended.

MAI&CHERLENE. =)

in the bus with SEOK KEE! <3s!

SWENSEN! =)

haha. what i've learned from the course. x)

after swensen. lol.

POOL!

end of the day. LOVE THEM ALL! not all of them were there though. but i still love all! =)

then saturday. youth rally. everything was not bad. the scenes were funny&touching. praise&worship. was nice. haha. didnt really know most of the songs. just sang anyway. then when the whole thing ended it was like near 10 or maybe past 10. haha. not too sure. i was starving during the youth rally. lol. yea. and sunday acies. susanna&mac were confusing me with what to say. and i really got confused! luckily there was a paper. haha. went compass point. bought the stuff for the legion notice board. gonna do later. okayy cya people. LOVE! =)

2006-03-06T19:33:00.000-08:00

school's boring today. chem was funny. the teacher was cute. handsome la. lol. no wait. charming. LOL. he blushed cos seok kee said some funny stuff about him and someone else. assembly was not too bad. some lian he zao bao reporter. showed us the pictures of those cases. like suicide, murder and so on. was kinda interesting. cos we dont get to see such up close pictures in the newspaper.

i think this pic's kinda cool. i took it! x)

my really cute son. super sweet! he said he loves me! LOL!

and there's kylie trying to kiss him.

some cousin's wedding. didnt like the service there.

i know ZI LIAN!

i think this pic's cool. haha.

i'm just bored so that's why those pics are there.
i think i'm falling sick. damn.
career's day is on friday! lol. i think i knw what i'm gonna wear alr. super cool.

2006-03-05T23:22:00.000-08:00

went to watch army daze yesterday with SEOK KEE,KYLIE,JANICE,JESSICA&DELPHINE. haha. the show's not bad. lol. quite funny. esp that guy that loves shopping. oh & KUMAR! hahaha. he mentioned our school. super cool. haha. then after the show ended went to get ice cream. haha. kylie bought it for me first. then had to gulp to ice cream down quickly cos i was reaching the mrt station. i needed to rush home for the wedding dinner. got dressed up. and left. got the conner table. damn sian la. then left ard 10 to 11 sth? fell asleep in the car. reached home near 12. shower and everthing. and SLEPT! hahah like a pig. but i'm not a pig! haha. then alarm rang at 6.30am. super lazy. dragged myself up. went for mass. totally sleepy. ate prata. and FF! hahaha. today's lesson was exceptionally BORING! legion meeting and lunch. haha. went with bern, manuel and aaron. felt weird. haha. maybe not used. nvm. shared a bowl of ban mian with bern. and drank sweet talk after that. manuel was WHINING! when we were queeing. lol. super whiny. haha. it's funny la. had fun though. lol. headed home. packed my cupboard. super messy. and watched tv. haha. MOULIN ROUGE. ahaha. funny and sad show. enjoyed sunday's dinner. AS USUAL. then slacked.

i dont wanna go for lessons tmr! haha. i can whine too! lol. cya all! LOVES=)

2006-02-27T20:13:00.000-08:00

f&n coursework. almost done with research. hahah. no wait. i'm already at development. hahaha. i'm kinda stucked. worst of all i left one of my files in the com lab! so irritating! and i can only get it back on thurs. that's when i got to show the teacher my research. so coincidental! whatever. haha. lucky there's another one to help. hahaha. school's alright. just that i kinda suck at lower sec's math. damn sian. there's cross country on thursday. hhaah. still deciding whether to run or be marshall. lol. alright that's all for today. i'm gonna be MUCH MUCH happier these few days. i've thought over it. i shall not be bothered with small irrelevant stuffs.

LOVE LOADS TO ALL MY READERS!

2006-02-24T17:15:00.000-08:00

oh ya. got back my test papers alr. it's TERRIBLE la. failed most of it. i think i only passed my eng and math. the rest all fail. ahhaa

eng-27/50
chi-24/50 DAMN!
math-37/50 wth one more mark alr can get A1! URGH
chem-11/40
phy-4/40 i know my science is terrible la. ahha.
ss-8/25 i did try my best k. i forgot most of it. my mind suddenly went BLANK. not my fault.
f&n-7/20

see it's that bad. okay i'll study for the rest of my exans and test so no one will start NAGGING at me. i hate naggy people. so please DO NOT nag. cos i'll hate you too. =)

2006-02-24T17:00:00.000-08:00

had PE today! lol. have been waiting for PE. lol. can relieve stress and PERSPIRE! lol. so we ran 1 round ard the carpark. then shutter run. unique one. had to sprint to the curb touch it and go back. split into 4 groups girls ran first. lol. the last one had to run stairs. so kylie asked me to run slowly with her. haha. but in the end we didnt run stairs. then ran another 6 rounds ard the carpark. hahaha. glad i didnt give up. i didnt stop! hahaha. then incline pull ups. and monkey bars. then went to play floor ball! super nice la! haha. played a little while then changed position. went to be the goal keeper. ahhaha. charmaine was there to help me. DEFENDER! ahaha. then i was like quite protected. super cool la. hahaha. in the end DRAW. hahaha. good! lol. next lesson we alr BOOKED the floorball! super cool! hahaha. cant wait for PE! YAYY! ahhaha

duan li is such a LIAR. he says using aluminium foil as class notice board back ground is old and outdated. so stupid. it's like SOSO unique. no class used it lar. stupid and brainless. and he anyhow use the teacher's name. USELESS LONGBEAN! acting depressed after that. trying to gain attention. but no one bothered. WHATEVER DUAN LI.

2006-02-21T21:59:00.000-08:00

everything's wrong. 2006 just sucks big time. results. friends. school. juniors. cca. parents and so on. results. not so ideal. didnt really study. so nvm. friends. this girl i didnt even do anything to her. and she scolded me sucks and bitch on msn. like WTH. i asked her something this morning. NICELY. and she gave me that face and answer. school. LESSONS mainly. juniors. one wants to quit. cos he change his attitude. showing that super whatever attitude. another one skips training. acting like some beng. maybe he is. i dont know. and now the whole of sec 3 doesnt want to wear uniform. cos we pioneers arent wearing. we were given instructions that we didnt have to wear them. and they havent even went through spec course. cca. i feel extra. stupid there. there's practically NOTHING to do there. i'm just wasting my time. example. not any staffs. not incharge of anything. just wasting my time. parents. BIASE. they just dont bother about me. all they ever wanted was just my results. TOP in everything.

it's just sucks la. everything seems wrong. trying to help people. so what. they dont even care. forget it. no one cares. i hate it.

2006-02-17T19:47:00.000-08:00

when was the last time your parents ever praise you for something good that you've done?

okay that sounds stupid. but then again. my parents most of the time would scold me or misunderstand me for things i've never done. take just now for an example. i had to wake my bro up cos i needed him to help my sis record the show. then after a very short while he started crying out loud. i asked him why of course. he said he's gonna be late for his meeting. i told him my dad just came home. and soon my parents opened the door. they of course saw him crying. they asked why. he kept quiet. so i thought i shall help him answer. and after saying. my dad said:WHY MUST YOU 2 ALWAYS QUARREL!? i was so super pissed la. i shouted back. i didnt even quarrel i merely asked for his help and he cried. and now you're blaming me. i just went back to my room to do my stuff. he came in and he asked: why must you always have to force him to do stuffs.

i was so pissed. they TOTALLY misunderstood me. WTH. i only asked for his help. somemore i woke him up for his meeting. and now they are blaming me for things i didnt do. they NEVER fail to blame me when something happens to their PRECIOUS son. biase i say. but so what? do you think they even care about how i feel. they bring him to the the doctor for the stupidest reason. and now he's super spoilt. and they turn around blaming me for any reason. they always see him as SMART and everything. and just cos i'm in normal acad and used to be from st nicks. they expect me to get TOP in everything. they always go : you should get top in this and that cos you're from st nicks.

so what if i'm from st nicks?! if i can get top in everything i would be in express. or rather SPECIAL. no wait. maybe PERFECT. getting top in everything. dont they even know why i'm in normal acad? it just cos i aint that good in studies. i am not a books person. forget it. they dont even understand.

you may think that i'm rude or what. nevermind cos it's true
stupid day. everything seems so against me.

2006-02-15T16:21:00.000-08:00

today's total defence day. first 2 period no electricity. not that hot la. then normal lessons. felt like puking during recess. nothing came out. then back to class. ss lesson was funny. haha. mrs koh taught us some english thing. the correct pronounciation. haha. then went to the bomb shelter. hahha. stuffy in there. then had a short talk on what to do. went to the hall for some play. super boring. and went home. it's a hot hot day.

best valentine's day ever.
=) 14.02.06.

2006-02-12T06:10:00.000-08:00

FOOD POISONING! vomitted alot. at ben's bbq. on the way home, in the car. walking to my house. and in my house. vomitted more than 10 times. went to 24 hours clinic. got a JAB and a test for diabetes. finger prick. OUCH. went back and vomitted a pail of water. SIGH. felt super uncomfortable. went to bed. got slight fever in the morning. MEDICINE & MORE MEDICINE. SIANS. went for faith formation and then mass. boring. went home to sleep! lol. then woke up feeling super hungry. didnt really eat anything. just half a bowl of mee tai bah. slacked around. then dinner. lau yee sheng. ate a little. and dinner. struggling thru. PATHETIC la. yes. drank lots of water. and soon got DIARRHOEA. sians. i'm dehydrated. URGHS. hate being sick. TOTALLY. should i go to school tmr? BORED.

tomorrow's my MUMMY's BIRTHDAY! =)